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Post by Meira on Feb 13, 2015 16:28:04 GMT -5
It was not easy, coming here. The reasons behind that difficulty were different now, but the fact remained. Before, it had been difficult to leave. Without the man that would come to be known as Veratos, she might never have left. It was a peculiar thought; what her life might have been like if she'd never met him. Surely, in time, she'd have found her way to Korriban. She'd have felt the call and gone. But she would have been a different person, and would likely never have risen to her current place among the Sith. She was no fool in that regard, and held no delusions to the contrary. But fate had seen to it that she did meet Jahn... Veratos, and together they had sought and found Iniquitous. She had become Renata. That was the way of it.
In those early days, she'd thought she would never return. There was no point. It would only become a weakness. She had been right, but she had come anyway. The dangers had only increased as she gained power and status within the order, and as their numbers increased. Any one could have been a threat, but still she came. Not often, by any means, but enough.
It should never have happened in the first place, but she was a vain creature in those days. Perhaps she'd thought herself to be immortal, invulnerable. In fact, she very likely thought just that. And even when she came to know what had begun within her, she'd felt some strange sense of satisfaction at the knowledge of it. He'd been nothing; just a common entertainer. She'd taken him more as a pet than a lover. She'd cared not at all for his own needs, only for how she could twist and bend him to her own will. He'd done splendidly and she'd sharpened a great many of her skills against the whetstone of his mind. And when she'd sensed her own change within the force, she reveled at the idea of what she might accomplish with a purely blank canvass.
The child had come in good time, and was strong from the start. Nothing like the weakling she'd understood herself to be at birth. His skin had only a slight pink to it, but his hair was as pitch black as his sire's. She had not begrudged the child his inky locks, for he had his mother's ice blue eyes. The intense possessiveness that she'd felt for the child had come as something of a surprise at first, but was not necessarily unwelcome. She had named him Lyko, and had nurtured him for the first two years of his life.
Then she had met Jahn and her life would be forever changed. Lyko was left in the care of his father who, by this time, had become the perfect and most obedient servant she'd ever created. In the years that would follow, Renata resisted the urge to return as best as she could, but even her own practice of control -so extensive as it had become- could not stave off the need she felt in her very bones. She had denied herself much in her pursuit of power, but she would not deny this.
The small ship settled on the landing pad, engines slowly dying into quiet rest. Renata remained in her seat, even as the sounds of the ship muted around her. She quieted her own mind, taking deep breaths in the process. She would test him today. She'd put it off, feeling it irrelevant, but had always known she would have to do it eventually. If he was force sensitive, she would one day bring him to Korriban, but not until he had at least some skill to show. She had never sensed anything from the boy before, but it was little wonder. Even the Jedi did blood tests, to be sure. Renata could never be certain if it was merely her own blood that she sensed within the boy, or something more. He certainly didn't have anyone around that might train him, not in the life of secrecy she'd constructed around him. But Lyko was four now, and she had to know. If he was going to be brought up a Sith, she needed to start sooner, rather than later.
She stood from her chair, and made certain all parts of the testing kit were in her bag before securing it over her shoulder. After a moment, she set the bag back down, remembering the small present she'd brought for Lyko. She found the datapad, with the database of close quarters combat training vids, and placed it into the bag as well. Her son would be strong, she would have it no other way. Moving fluidly down the ramp, Renata secured the ship, and set on her way toward the place that her child called home.
It was a winding walk through less traveled areas of the settlement, but Renata had wanted seclusion for the child. Here, in the southern province, he was a little more removed from the spaceports and crowds. There was space for him to grow, play, and learn, and fewer people to wonder who he might be. The community knew him and the father, and thought the two were nothing out of the ordinary. Renata passed through with no notice at all, due in equal parts to her discretion and occasional use of the force. And so, she arrived at the home without having drawn attention to her self, and entered, allowing the force to fall from her shoulders like a cloak.
"Mistress." Renata turned to see Lyko's father appear from a hallway. "Let me take your bag." She removed the datapad as his hands lighted the weight off her shoulders and taking it onto his own. "Your companion has already arrived."
Renata's veins flashed ice cold and she froze, her eyes on the man. He detected the distress immediately, shrinking away with a flinch, then instantly dropping to his knees. The force whirled around her as she quickly coiled it, then sent it out from herself, sensing for the intruder.
"Where?" she demanded, her voice low and sharp.
"W-With Lyko." he stammered. "I-In the garden."
She clenched her left hand, feeling the connection between it and his heart; a fine line within the force, but strong. She squeezed. He gasped and collapsed. She squeezed harder. His eyes bulged. Harder. He was gone. She moved, the bag and datapad forgotten on the floor behind her. She could feel him now. How had he found this place? She would have it from him. She would take it from his flesh if she had to. She'd teach him the price of his hubris; not his death, no... such a thing would not be nearly enough.
"Lyko." she said as the door to the back garden opened. She'd gained control of her features, rendering them smooth as ever, but her eyes blazed and settled on Jessoin's form immediately.
In those early days, she'd thought she would never return. There was no point. It would only become a weakness. She had been right, but she had come anyway. The dangers had only increased as she gained power and status within the order, and as their numbers increased. Any one could have been a threat, but still she came. Not often, by any means, but enough.
It should never have happened in the first place, but she was a vain creature in those days. Perhaps she'd thought herself to be immortal, invulnerable. In fact, she very likely thought just that. And even when she came to know what had begun within her, she'd felt some strange sense of satisfaction at the knowledge of it. He'd been nothing; just a common entertainer. She'd taken him more as a pet than a lover. She'd cared not at all for his own needs, only for how she could twist and bend him to her own will. He'd done splendidly and she'd sharpened a great many of her skills against the whetstone of his mind. And when she'd sensed her own change within the force, she reveled at the idea of what she might accomplish with a purely blank canvass.
The child had come in good time, and was strong from the start. Nothing like the weakling she'd understood herself to be at birth. His skin had only a slight pink to it, but his hair was as pitch black as his sire's. She had not begrudged the child his inky locks, for he had his mother's ice blue eyes. The intense possessiveness that she'd felt for the child had come as something of a surprise at first, but was not necessarily unwelcome. She had named him Lyko, and had nurtured him for the first two years of his life.
Then she had met Jahn and her life would be forever changed. Lyko was left in the care of his father who, by this time, had become the perfect and most obedient servant she'd ever created. In the years that would follow, Renata resisted the urge to return as best as she could, but even her own practice of control -so extensive as it had become- could not stave off the need she felt in her very bones. She had denied herself much in her pursuit of power, but she would not deny this.
The small ship settled on the landing pad, engines slowly dying into quiet rest. Renata remained in her seat, even as the sounds of the ship muted around her. She quieted her own mind, taking deep breaths in the process. She would test him today. She'd put it off, feeling it irrelevant, but had always known she would have to do it eventually. If he was force sensitive, she would one day bring him to Korriban, but not until he had at least some skill to show. She had never sensed anything from the boy before, but it was little wonder. Even the Jedi did blood tests, to be sure. Renata could never be certain if it was merely her own blood that she sensed within the boy, or something more. He certainly didn't have anyone around that might train him, not in the life of secrecy she'd constructed around him. But Lyko was four now, and she had to know. If he was going to be brought up a Sith, she needed to start sooner, rather than later.
She stood from her chair, and made certain all parts of the testing kit were in her bag before securing it over her shoulder. After a moment, she set the bag back down, remembering the small present she'd brought for Lyko. She found the datapad, with the database of close quarters combat training vids, and placed it into the bag as well. Her son would be strong, she would have it no other way. Moving fluidly down the ramp, Renata secured the ship, and set on her way toward the place that her child called home.
It was a winding walk through less traveled areas of the settlement, but Renata had wanted seclusion for the child. Here, in the southern province, he was a little more removed from the spaceports and crowds. There was space for him to grow, play, and learn, and fewer people to wonder who he might be. The community knew him and the father, and thought the two were nothing out of the ordinary. Renata passed through with no notice at all, due in equal parts to her discretion and occasional use of the force. And so, she arrived at the home without having drawn attention to her self, and entered, allowing the force to fall from her shoulders like a cloak.
"Mistress." Renata turned to see Lyko's father appear from a hallway. "Let me take your bag." She removed the datapad as his hands lighted the weight off her shoulders and taking it onto his own. "Your companion has already arrived."
Renata's veins flashed ice cold and she froze, her eyes on the man. He detected the distress immediately, shrinking away with a flinch, then instantly dropping to his knees. The force whirled around her as she quickly coiled it, then sent it out from herself, sensing for the intruder.
"Where?" she demanded, her voice low and sharp.
"W-With Lyko." he stammered. "I-In the garden."
She clenched her left hand, feeling the connection between it and his heart; a fine line within the force, but strong. She squeezed. He gasped and collapsed. She squeezed harder. His eyes bulged. Harder. He was gone. She moved, the bag and datapad forgotten on the floor behind her. She could feel him now. How had he found this place? She would have it from him. She would take it from his flesh if she had to. She'd teach him the price of his hubris; not his death, no... such a thing would not be nearly enough.
"Lyko." she said as the door to the back garden opened. She'd gained control of her features, rendering them smooth as ever, but her eyes blazed and settled on Jessoin's form immediately.