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Post by Deleted on Jun 14, 2018 12:11:43 GMT -5
Journal Entry 23
It is hard to imagine the change I have gone through, it has been almost two years since I left on my mission. I completed it within one, however I don't wish to return to Korriban just yet. The one who healed me, is still lingering around, apparently worried about my health or something. She is a human, such a fragile creature who seems enamored with me no matter how much I rebuke her. Her persistence is curious to me, though I know it is only because of the chemical pheromone that my species produces that she feels such a way. Her feelings are not real, though I am glad she found me when she did. It took me a month to fully recover, even with the healing tech she used to speed it along.
It is like my entire body is now a scar, a constant reminder of the end I almost suffered, but also of my will to live. Xiszek had prepared that mixture specifically for me, like he knew I would hunt him down eventually, but he didn't expect me to actually succeed. Master Aurelius's training truly paid off in the end, and if the end result is this change, then I can accept that. Now that my body is fully healed, and I have this woman who constantly wishes to take care of me, perhaps I will endeavor further out, and put the assassination techniques that my Master taught me to use. While I have completed my main goal, there are many other things I wish to do before I return.
Perhaps I will study this female who seems so keen to accompany, I might use her to learn about the strange feelings I harbor for that girl. She will never know this, but I think about her often, her visage haunts me in my waking dreams. It is thanks to her that I am not completely dissolved. Master Aurelius told me that any emotion could work to fuel my powers, and when I was about to die, she popped into my head inexplicably. She gave me power, and that allowed me to kill my former master. It also helped that he wasn't paying attention when I telekinetically tipped that cauldron of acid on him. Watching him dissolve was probably the best moment of my life.
Speaking of that, I should probably learn this womans name, she knows mine obviously, but I haven't bothered to learn hers. Maybe I won't make her cannon fodder if she can continue to help me recover from my injuries. She does have a useful skillset, and if it would be very easy to sway her to the dark side, or at least to my side. That is what my kind does after, and there is nothing sweeter than darkening the heart of someone innocent.
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