Post by Talau the Ever-Lurking on Jan 22, 2010 0:18:33 GMT -5
Vex slid his hand down, twisting that saber away from his victim's hand before the man inadvertently damaged something...namely Vex. He didn't require it anyway, not anymore. His mental capabilities were not even remotely close to being capable of anything so complicated such as lightsaber combat. At this point, the man wasn't even capable of anything like controlled breathing. Clear fluids were leaking from his ears and nose to mingle with the frothy pink foam coming from his mouth. Crouched over the man like some nightmare beast, Vex drew upon the man's power, drawing it into himself, feeding off it to strengthen himself and bolster his own ability to heal. He was a psychic vampire in that way...black ripples of lightning drawing up from his fingertips and playing over the man's skin. As it touched, the flesh began to wither away…draining it, wrinkling the flesh, drawing it out, stretching it over the bones as the life and very vitality of the Force within the man was taken away, devoured by the Dark Jedi.
In the end, Vex left the husk there on the permacrete, looking over his shoulder. He'd felt that other presence coming...but it hadn't been a concern to him. He'd felt her...felt the chords of that music...faint, but so similar to her mother's that he hadn't worried about the coming threat. She would intercept.
He looked, seeing the fiery remnants of the other Sith. He'd lowered his concealment, allowing his full signature in the Force to radiate out now, pulsing with new vitality now that he'd just taken it from the other. It was a dark, seething mass...crimson and onyx...powerful, but fractured, sickly green cracks traveling through it...a signature of that instability that was still within his mind. He looked over at her...his approval palpable before he began to crouch slightly. Without the galvanizing force of her imminent danger, those cracks in his mind were widening slowly.
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Now that the immediate threat was over, she was feeling the pain creeping in further as she attempted to pull herself back together and swiftly rebuild those mental barriers. It was just...difficult...after having used so much energy. Using combustion was one thing, but controlling fire like that...well that used more energy since it dealt with her having to control the air as well, and then bend it to her will. It was still a talent she was attempting to develop, and its use had taken a toll on her already depleted reserves from trying to ward off the man before her. Those sabers hummed loudly in the silence as she looked back over to him, the sound of lightning catching her ear. What she saw sickened her.
Biting back the urge to be sick, she turned her head away and debated once more. What was she to do now? If this man was her father...how was she supposed to react? Especially after watching him drain the very life from a person. She stepped backward as his signature burst out from him, washing against her suddenly, unexpectedly, dark and menacing and twisted...broken. Torn between disgust, pity, and longing to know someone she'd never known, Isis found herself torn. Blue eyes flickered around the area, then back to him at his...approval? Watching him crouch once more, she felt the need to keep his mind working....something had to be done. But what?
"We need to move. It isn't safe here. Those two might not have been alone, and even if they were there are other sith on Coruscant. If their master felt their deaths...we can't take the chance...and I don't want any more trouble with anyone or anything else down here. Let's go." With that she started walking. If he followed her or not was up to him, but she wasn't about to stay put, to stay in a place that would attract attention, attract danger. For now they were on the same side, no matter who he was. If he remembered her as his daughter...then again, perhaps he was just some insane man who had pulled thoughts from her mind to substitute for ones he didn't have, placing himself into her life, remembering things that weren't true. Her mind fought to explain this all away, to deny the fact that this broken, half mad, man was her father...but she just...couldn't. She just...knew...that he really was, no matter what she thought about him, or what he'd done to her. That was the only reason why she hadn't just left him there without a word...tried to slip away silently.
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Crouched, he shuffled over to the body she'd dispatched. He tilted his head, hearing her words but not making a move to show that he fully understood them. Nudging away burning clothing...ignoring the smell of burnt flesh and hair, he found the man's saber and picked it up as well. He didn't have his own...these would have to do. Turning back, he watched her walk away, quick and silent footfalls drawing him on behind her.
Lightning crackled in that aura...pure white as a part of him tried to hold himself together by sheer force of will. Strong though he was there was only so much he could do...after all this time. He felt his grip on his sanity slipping away further and in desperation, reached out mentally. Tendrils of that mind caught within hers while she was still trying to rebuild her barriers. Latching onto her, he anchored his mind mentally with hers, drawing on her presence, her power, to keep himself from slipping. It wasn't like with the Sith, however....his power flowed back into her as well, a two way conduit that leeched strength and then gave it back. It wasn't that he lacked power...no. At this point, he had it in spades...it was the control that he lacked...control that he took from her. It would allow her a certain, unfettered freedom into his own mind. Open access the likes that her mother hadn't even been allowed...but this was the only way he could remain himself...could be Vex Praetor and not the gibbering creature that was only prone to fits of lucidity.
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She hadn't even turned to look and see if he'd followed her...she didn't need it at any rate. Isis felt his presence dim behind her as she walked, fading into the distance before strengthening again as he caught up. Suddenly he was in her mind again, latching on and drawing from her. Mentally Isis recoiled and swiftly set to locking down all but the most basic of her memories once more. As bruised as her mind had been by him, and as difficult as it was to sort everything back into order in her mind, fear could be a powerful motivator. Wary of him physically, the young woman was quite fearful of him mentally. The last thing she wanted was more pain....to have him in her mind once again. Like a skittish horse, she'd had to reign herself in from shying away from him physically as well.
He had wanted to make a lasting first impression...he certainly had.
It had only taken moments for all of this to occur in her mind, and only once they had did she realize that what he took from her, he gave back. There was more, though...his mind was open to her. It was tempting, but she wasn't stupid...one just didn't enter the mind of someone not quite stable...especially when that person could crush you like an insect. With the state her barriers were in, and the way he was in her mind...tempting or not, she wasn't about to take the risk. Those saber hilts rested in her palms, her anxiety getting the better of her. With a sigh, she clipped them onto her belt and hoped he wasn't about to do anything else to her. Not that he couldn't kill her before she ever had a chance to defend herself if he wished to. The thought was not a comfortable one. At last she started to try and settle herself, and to make peace with all these new developments in her life.
After several minutes of walking in silence, she had to ask. "Assuming you ARE, truly, my father...how are you even alive?"
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She might as well be broadcasting herself across the Holonet. She was recovering admirably from the assault, but with them both linked like that, she could no more hide herself and her feelings from him that he could from her. Not that he had many normal emotions. He wasn't exactly well-adjusted 23 years ago. It hadn't gotten any better during his time in captivity.
He decided fear on her part was a good thing. He wasn't exactly what one would consider a model parent. Better fear from her than anything else. At her words, he barked a low, growl of a laugh. He shook his head. The link was helping him keep himself together. That was both a blessing and a curse because his personality wasn't exactly charismatic to begin with. "Don't be an idiot, child. You don't need to assume anything. You know who I am. As for why I am alive...that is because I did not want to die...and the good Dark Lord did not want to let me die. It was more...satisfying...to keep me alive. He never did forgive me for nearly killing him on Nar Shaddaa."
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She resisted the urge to roll her eyes as he addressed her question in such a way. Following that mild ripple of annoyance a ghost of a smirk lifted one corner of her mouth. Fear of him or not his first few sentences had amused her and she huffed slightly in assent. Blue eyes narrowed marginally as he continued, however. Eurachis...even the name made her want to spit. She knew the story, recalled the images her mother had shown her of the incident...this new knowledge only made her hate the man more. "I can see that from him, yes."
A short pause followed the comment as she glanced around looking for a good way up. With a sigh she decided that the best way up, for her anyway, were a few 'stepping stones'. "We need to go up." That was about all she had to say to him as she let speed flow through her. In a blur she'd hopped up onto a dumpster and continued along the wall, her feet hitting the metal of one of the old fire escapes. Letting that energy flow away from her once more she started up the ladder. It would take a bit to get to one of the walkways, but it would work well enough.
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"He preferred muscle...save the one that mattered the most. It was with pity that I found out that I would not be able to be the one to finish what I started on Nar Shaddaa. It was almost with relief that I fell back into stasis after that." He tilted his head, watching as she moved up that wall and then the fire escape. The familiarity of this place was almost...surreal...something she would feel through that connection he maintained with her. It drew back other, older...ancient...memories. A childhood vague and barely remembered after all this time. The scents though...the oppression from the weight of the plasticrete towering through the heavens....it had left an indelible mark on him. His life always seemed to revolve back to this place...to the slums in Coruscant's underbelly. He simply couldn't escape it. A part of him was wondering if it was inescapable.
He followed her, drawing himself up the same way, following her. He wasn't much for self reflection. Fortunately...she had him stable enough that he could focus on something else. Namely, her. Once they would reach the next walkway, he'd speak. "What in the name of the Force were you doing on Korriban, girl?"
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Isis scoffed a bit as he continued on about the figurehead of the sith...that's what he'd been, after all. She'd found out the one really pulling the strings had been the founder...a blind man, it seemed, who had vanished from their view shortly after the Sith Order (if such a thing could really exist...Sith and Order tended to clash in any sentence) had been founded. Pausing on the second tier of the fire escape she tilted her head at his thoughts, those fleeting and dim memories. He'd grown up here? Dark brows drew together and she sighed a bit. Well, everyone had to start off somewhere...she'd been lucky, she supposed, to grow up on Corellia. Better than here anyway.
At that question, she did roll her eyes, sighing heavily and shaking her head before moving on once again. "Being stupid," she replied simply. "Being a stupid, foolish, angry idiot." There was no need to explain further...not in words anyway. He would be able to catch glimpses of her as a young girl, begging for answers about why he hadn't been around, catches of discussion with her brother as she vented out her anger at her mother for leaving instead of helping him or finishing off the dark jedi that had been after the couple, flares of anger and jealousy at being deprived of even knowing her father...and the white hot desire for vengeance, to make that dark sider pay and never allow him to take another life. Her knowledge that the one they wished to face was stronger than her brother and herself had driven her to the sith...foolishly...to seek power, knowledge, perhaps to find the one she sought more easily. She'd found him, sure enough...and been left by her learning companions to her fate and the barely made escape from the dark jedi. Then the pivotal moment when she'd realized how truly stupid she'd been to even consider turning to the sith....and then she'd hated herself...and started planning, scheming to get away.
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He smacked her upside the back of the head. Oh yes...wasn't she loving the taste of what childhood would have been like with him there in her formative years? He shook his head, feeling those emotions flowing over that connection...watching snippets from her life. He growled, finally stopping her and turning her to face him, pushing her back against the permacrete wall and glaring at her. That would be a memory she could remember. No doubt, at some point, it would have been inevitable that that particular expression would have been seen in those memories her mother passed on.
"It's a pity you too so long to come to the realization that she made the only choice she could. The only choice that I made her promise to keep." He growled again, pulling away and continuing to stalk along. Through that link, she would be allowed to feel the anger he had...as well as the concern about Aunna and her well-being. If nothing else...that had not changed, even after all this time. She was the focal point of his life...a realization he'd come to too late....after he believed that he'd lost her. Looking back over his shoulder at her, he'd gestured for her to follow. "You take after me far more than is healthy."
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She'd felt it coming, but hadn't bothered to dodge the blow, or even attempt to move away from his catching her and pushing her back against the wall. Another mild smirk as she did, indeed, recognize the look. She wasn't quite as amused as she seemed, however, Isis was simply accepting of the actions, the glare and the scolding she was receiving...after all, if she felt it was fitting, why shouldn't she accept it? Watching him stalk off angrily, his thoughts turning once more to her mother, she caught his gesture and trotted the few steps to catch up to him.
"Maybe it is a pity I didn't, but then again, maybe it's a good thing. I'm not sure yet." At his final comment she furrowed her brow and let her confusion wash against him. "In what ways, and why?" Certainly her mother had complained of such...in fact, it tended to amuse her highly. Memories of Aunna walking down the hall and seeing the girl smirking slightly as she left her brother's room flooded her mind and she snickered as she watched Aunna fold her arms across her chest and glare down at the girl. "I don't know what you've done yet, but I'm sure I won't be liking it...come with me." She'd then be led down the hall and back into Kieran's room to find the boy clucking like a chicken every so often, and a fit of snickering escaping the girl just before her mother would round on her and glare, trying not to smirk herself. "Raelyn Isis Praetor! You're nearly as bad as your father! No doubt he'd have found that amusing too. By all the nine hells..." Another fit of snickering, this time not in memories, and she shook her head. That, of course, had been one of the better memories when she'd been accused of it...though there had been the other amusing past time of sneaking up on Aunna silently and scaring the daylights out of her.
In the end, Vex left the husk there on the permacrete, looking over his shoulder. He'd felt that other presence coming...but it hadn't been a concern to him. He'd felt her...felt the chords of that music...faint, but so similar to her mother's that he hadn't worried about the coming threat. She would intercept.
He looked, seeing the fiery remnants of the other Sith. He'd lowered his concealment, allowing his full signature in the Force to radiate out now, pulsing with new vitality now that he'd just taken it from the other. It was a dark, seething mass...crimson and onyx...powerful, but fractured, sickly green cracks traveling through it...a signature of that instability that was still within his mind. He looked over at her...his approval palpable before he began to crouch slightly. Without the galvanizing force of her imminent danger, those cracks in his mind were widening slowly.
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Now that the immediate threat was over, she was feeling the pain creeping in further as she attempted to pull herself back together and swiftly rebuild those mental barriers. It was just...difficult...after having used so much energy. Using combustion was one thing, but controlling fire like that...well that used more energy since it dealt with her having to control the air as well, and then bend it to her will. It was still a talent she was attempting to develop, and its use had taken a toll on her already depleted reserves from trying to ward off the man before her. Those sabers hummed loudly in the silence as she looked back over to him, the sound of lightning catching her ear. What she saw sickened her.
Biting back the urge to be sick, she turned her head away and debated once more. What was she to do now? If this man was her father...how was she supposed to react? Especially after watching him drain the very life from a person. She stepped backward as his signature burst out from him, washing against her suddenly, unexpectedly, dark and menacing and twisted...broken. Torn between disgust, pity, and longing to know someone she'd never known, Isis found herself torn. Blue eyes flickered around the area, then back to him at his...approval? Watching him crouch once more, she felt the need to keep his mind working....something had to be done. But what?
"We need to move. It isn't safe here. Those two might not have been alone, and even if they were there are other sith on Coruscant. If their master felt their deaths...we can't take the chance...and I don't want any more trouble with anyone or anything else down here. Let's go." With that she started walking. If he followed her or not was up to him, but she wasn't about to stay put, to stay in a place that would attract attention, attract danger. For now they were on the same side, no matter who he was. If he remembered her as his daughter...then again, perhaps he was just some insane man who had pulled thoughts from her mind to substitute for ones he didn't have, placing himself into her life, remembering things that weren't true. Her mind fought to explain this all away, to deny the fact that this broken, half mad, man was her father...but she just...couldn't. She just...knew...that he really was, no matter what she thought about him, or what he'd done to her. That was the only reason why she hadn't just left him there without a word...tried to slip away silently.
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Crouched, he shuffled over to the body she'd dispatched. He tilted his head, hearing her words but not making a move to show that he fully understood them. Nudging away burning clothing...ignoring the smell of burnt flesh and hair, he found the man's saber and picked it up as well. He didn't have his own...these would have to do. Turning back, he watched her walk away, quick and silent footfalls drawing him on behind her.
Lightning crackled in that aura...pure white as a part of him tried to hold himself together by sheer force of will. Strong though he was there was only so much he could do...after all this time. He felt his grip on his sanity slipping away further and in desperation, reached out mentally. Tendrils of that mind caught within hers while she was still trying to rebuild her barriers. Latching onto her, he anchored his mind mentally with hers, drawing on her presence, her power, to keep himself from slipping. It wasn't like with the Sith, however....his power flowed back into her as well, a two way conduit that leeched strength and then gave it back. It wasn't that he lacked power...no. At this point, he had it in spades...it was the control that he lacked...control that he took from her. It would allow her a certain, unfettered freedom into his own mind. Open access the likes that her mother hadn't even been allowed...but this was the only way he could remain himself...could be Vex Praetor and not the gibbering creature that was only prone to fits of lucidity.
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She hadn't even turned to look and see if he'd followed her...she didn't need it at any rate. Isis felt his presence dim behind her as she walked, fading into the distance before strengthening again as he caught up. Suddenly he was in her mind again, latching on and drawing from her. Mentally Isis recoiled and swiftly set to locking down all but the most basic of her memories once more. As bruised as her mind had been by him, and as difficult as it was to sort everything back into order in her mind, fear could be a powerful motivator. Wary of him physically, the young woman was quite fearful of him mentally. The last thing she wanted was more pain....to have him in her mind once again. Like a skittish horse, she'd had to reign herself in from shying away from him physically as well.
He had wanted to make a lasting first impression...he certainly had.
It had only taken moments for all of this to occur in her mind, and only once they had did she realize that what he took from her, he gave back. There was more, though...his mind was open to her. It was tempting, but she wasn't stupid...one just didn't enter the mind of someone not quite stable...especially when that person could crush you like an insect. With the state her barriers were in, and the way he was in her mind...tempting or not, she wasn't about to take the risk. Those saber hilts rested in her palms, her anxiety getting the better of her. With a sigh, she clipped them onto her belt and hoped he wasn't about to do anything else to her. Not that he couldn't kill her before she ever had a chance to defend herself if he wished to. The thought was not a comfortable one. At last she started to try and settle herself, and to make peace with all these new developments in her life.
After several minutes of walking in silence, she had to ask. "Assuming you ARE, truly, my father...how are you even alive?"
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She might as well be broadcasting herself across the Holonet. She was recovering admirably from the assault, but with them both linked like that, she could no more hide herself and her feelings from him that he could from her. Not that he had many normal emotions. He wasn't exactly well-adjusted 23 years ago. It hadn't gotten any better during his time in captivity.
He decided fear on her part was a good thing. He wasn't exactly what one would consider a model parent. Better fear from her than anything else. At her words, he barked a low, growl of a laugh. He shook his head. The link was helping him keep himself together. That was both a blessing and a curse because his personality wasn't exactly charismatic to begin with. "Don't be an idiot, child. You don't need to assume anything. You know who I am. As for why I am alive...that is because I did not want to die...and the good Dark Lord did not want to let me die. It was more...satisfying...to keep me alive. He never did forgive me for nearly killing him on Nar Shaddaa."
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She resisted the urge to roll her eyes as he addressed her question in such a way. Following that mild ripple of annoyance a ghost of a smirk lifted one corner of her mouth. Fear of him or not his first few sentences had amused her and she huffed slightly in assent. Blue eyes narrowed marginally as he continued, however. Eurachis...even the name made her want to spit. She knew the story, recalled the images her mother had shown her of the incident...this new knowledge only made her hate the man more. "I can see that from him, yes."
A short pause followed the comment as she glanced around looking for a good way up. With a sigh she decided that the best way up, for her anyway, were a few 'stepping stones'. "We need to go up." That was about all she had to say to him as she let speed flow through her. In a blur she'd hopped up onto a dumpster and continued along the wall, her feet hitting the metal of one of the old fire escapes. Letting that energy flow away from her once more she started up the ladder. It would take a bit to get to one of the walkways, but it would work well enough.
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"He preferred muscle...save the one that mattered the most. It was with pity that I found out that I would not be able to be the one to finish what I started on Nar Shaddaa. It was almost with relief that I fell back into stasis after that." He tilted his head, watching as she moved up that wall and then the fire escape. The familiarity of this place was almost...surreal...something she would feel through that connection he maintained with her. It drew back other, older...ancient...memories. A childhood vague and barely remembered after all this time. The scents though...the oppression from the weight of the plasticrete towering through the heavens....it had left an indelible mark on him. His life always seemed to revolve back to this place...to the slums in Coruscant's underbelly. He simply couldn't escape it. A part of him was wondering if it was inescapable.
He followed her, drawing himself up the same way, following her. He wasn't much for self reflection. Fortunately...she had him stable enough that he could focus on something else. Namely, her. Once they would reach the next walkway, he'd speak. "What in the name of the Force were you doing on Korriban, girl?"
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Isis scoffed a bit as he continued on about the figurehead of the sith...that's what he'd been, after all. She'd found out the one really pulling the strings had been the founder...a blind man, it seemed, who had vanished from their view shortly after the Sith Order (if such a thing could really exist...Sith and Order tended to clash in any sentence) had been founded. Pausing on the second tier of the fire escape she tilted her head at his thoughts, those fleeting and dim memories. He'd grown up here? Dark brows drew together and she sighed a bit. Well, everyone had to start off somewhere...she'd been lucky, she supposed, to grow up on Corellia. Better than here anyway.
At that question, she did roll her eyes, sighing heavily and shaking her head before moving on once again. "Being stupid," she replied simply. "Being a stupid, foolish, angry idiot." There was no need to explain further...not in words anyway. He would be able to catch glimpses of her as a young girl, begging for answers about why he hadn't been around, catches of discussion with her brother as she vented out her anger at her mother for leaving instead of helping him or finishing off the dark jedi that had been after the couple, flares of anger and jealousy at being deprived of even knowing her father...and the white hot desire for vengeance, to make that dark sider pay and never allow him to take another life. Her knowledge that the one they wished to face was stronger than her brother and herself had driven her to the sith...foolishly...to seek power, knowledge, perhaps to find the one she sought more easily. She'd found him, sure enough...and been left by her learning companions to her fate and the barely made escape from the dark jedi. Then the pivotal moment when she'd realized how truly stupid she'd been to even consider turning to the sith....and then she'd hated herself...and started planning, scheming to get away.
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He smacked her upside the back of the head. Oh yes...wasn't she loving the taste of what childhood would have been like with him there in her formative years? He shook his head, feeling those emotions flowing over that connection...watching snippets from her life. He growled, finally stopping her and turning her to face him, pushing her back against the permacrete wall and glaring at her. That would be a memory she could remember. No doubt, at some point, it would have been inevitable that that particular expression would have been seen in those memories her mother passed on.
"It's a pity you too so long to come to the realization that she made the only choice she could. The only choice that I made her promise to keep." He growled again, pulling away and continuing to stalk along. Through that link, she would be allowed to feel the anger he had...as well as the concern about Aunna and her well-being. If nothing else...that had not changed, even after all this time. She was the focal point of his life...a realization he'd come to too late....after he believed that he'd lost her. Looking back over his shoulder at her, he'd gestured for her to follow. "You take after me far more than is healthy."
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She'd felt it coming, but hadn't bothered to dodge the blow, or even attempt to move away from his catching her and pushing her back against the wall. Another mild smirk as she did, indeed, recognize the look. She wasn't quite as amused as she seemed, however, Isis was simply accepting of the actions, the glare and the scolding she was receiving...after all, if she felt it was fitting, why shouldn't she accept it? Watching him stalk off angrily, his thoughts turning once more to her mother, she caught his gesture and trotted the few steps to catch up to him.
"Maybe it is a pity I didn't, but then again, maybe it's a good thing. I'm not sure yet." At his final comment she furrowed her brow and let her confusion wash against him. "In what ways, and why?" Certainly her mother had complained of such...in fact, it tended to amuse her highly. Memories of Aunna walking down the hall and seeing the girl smirking slightly as she left her brother's room flooded her mind and she snickered as she watched Aunna fold her arms across her chest and glare down at the girl. "I don't know what you've done yet, but I'm sure I won't be liking it...come with me." She'd then be led down the hall and back into Kieran's room to find the boy clucking like a chicken every so often, and a fit of snickering escaping the girl just before her mother would round on her and glare, trying not to smirk herself. "Raelyn Isis Praetor! You're nearly as bad as your father! No doubt he'd have found that amusing too. By all the nine hells..." Another fit of snickering, this time not in memories, and she shook her head. That, of course, had been one of the better memories when she'd been accused of it...though there had been the other amusing past time of sneaking up on Aunna silently and scaring the daylights out of her.