Depressing Days (Open)

[darkrei9n]

It was one of those days.

Myri had been on one of her regular morning runs that she had stopped and punched the wall. At least she thought the wall was there. She missed and spun around, landing on her knees. She screamed in rage and started punching the ground until her hands began to bleed. She didn't even stop then. She could feel tears streaming down her cheeks onto the floor beneath her. She hated being blind.

She was only partially sure she was in one of the less traversed sections, and it was early morning as well, so most of the temple might be asleep. She finally fell onto her back and decided to just lie on the ground there. Let the others find her like this. She might be known as something more than just the weird blind girl. She might be known as the girl who beat up the Jedi Temple or something stupid like that.

It was one of those days, where she just couldn't keep up that facade of being a happy odd girl who just happened to be blind. One of those days where the girl inside came out and let loose on the world. The Jedi Grand Master might be there in front of her and she probably wouldn't have stopped. She just couldn't keep it up here. One of those days where it felt like the world was oppressing her and everything was crumbling around her. One of those days that walking off a balcony seemed like a good idea.

[Adobi-Wan Kenobi]

((OOC---Hey dark i don't know if you care if i drop in? if not I'll remove this post./also this will take place after running off rodia))

The day once more was early for Gharassk he was still awake, Meditating on the events that had gone on back at Rodia, he was please with himself, he had disobeyed the council but saved 20 lives and confirmed the trap my his former mentor.

But still he was under punishment for the time being, not being able to leave the temple for now, He had been awake seance before the sunrise just sitting on the foot of his bed thinking about what had happened, he felt the heat of the now risen sun come threw the window and warm his face, he took in a deep breath and stood, the Togruta raised his hand body still aching from the battle that had taken place with his master, the same battle that he would have surely lost without the help he had.
He called his saber to himself, and ran threw what little healing he knew easing the pain off his arms, muscles, and, back, the pain subsided for the time and he left for his stroll, he walked....and walked....and walked clearing his mind as he did so, his former master had turned to the Dark Side Gharassk saw his masters altered pale face, his yellow eyes and raised hood, Gharassk shook the image and put his focus on the good that had come from what he did.

He entered the food room and eat and re-emerged about 10 minutes latter, he walked the halls more, finding himself in a more quiet place headed for the meditation room, that was not his destination but he would pass by there, then entered the halls behind that area, felling only a tremor, he couldn't tell where it came from but he felt almost a rage, a darkness, not so much as to Say a Dark Jedi, but then again he couldn't but rarely rely on his seances, they weren't attuned as a masters not even close.

He wandered for a few minutes looking for the area that felt red in the force, finding a person at the center of it a few feet away from the wall. It looked as though she had fallen, Gharassk approached slowly so as not to alarm the person.

He knelt beside her and softly spoke while reaching for the bleeding hands,

Hello?, are you alright?, are you awake?

If she was awake then he would ask permission to start healing her, if not he would do what he could then drag her to the med lab...Either way he ignored the darkness....

[darkrei9n]

She heard him sneaking up on her as he got closer. Her other senses had long ago compensated for her lack of sight. At first it had been barely noticeable, barely louder than the normal sounds of the temple. As he approached though, the sounds quickly warned her of his presence. His footsteps sounded odd however, as if he wasn't wearing boots or shoes. It sounded like the one Jedi Master's, Teer Ka? The gruff one who's footsteps sounded weird as well. She didn't deign to respond to the stranger's presence however.

Hello?, are you alright?, are you awake?

Myri didn't turn her head towards the sound of the voice. Frankly at this moment she didn't care who the voice was. It was definitely a stranger to her. She was nearly tempted to use some of the more inappropriate words she knew along with telling this stranger to go away.

"Go away."

She could feel her hands throbbing now, feel the heat of the blood running down her hands. Her voice felt a bit hoarse from her scream of rage earlier. Very unjedi? Of course, but she just needed to let that loose.

[Adobi-Wan Kenobi]

Gharassk shook his head at her words,
Sorry to hear your upset. Gharassk said as he grabbed her hand softly, he concentrated on the wound he hoped it relieved the pain then after a few moments of concentration moved on to the other hand and did the same.

Gharassk hadn't noticed that the young one was blind until after looking over her again, he was taken back for a second, then removed the thought all life was the same equal, had she learned to see with the force yet? He didn't care yet, he had to at least get her off the Flore, Do you need any thing? He would simply ignore any other out Burst,and help her in any other ways he could, with or without her permission.

Please let met help you. He tried to plead with her as he helped her off the Flore, At least off the Flore i know how cold it is down there. He wiggled his toes as he continued to pull her up. I only want to help.

[darkrei9n]

Sorry to hear your upset.

Myri sighed as he spoke. She really wished people would listen sometimes. She honestly was wishing he would go away, even if he was trying to be nice.

She ignored his next question, if she needed something she could get it. She knew her way around the temple, it was something she had mostly memorized, a few parts that she didn't typically go to were a bit hazy but otherwise she was fine.

I only want to help.

She sighed again. Of course he wanted to help, he would have gone away if he didn't want to help her. She finally spoke up again. She frankly didn't care how cold the floor was at the moment.

"I'm fine. Please go."

[Adobi-Wan Kenobi]

Gharassk shook his head, he knew what ever was wrong with her it was probably just a bad day, he had those too, He tried to read her sense finding nothing he wasn't good at that yet, he felt only an intriguing feeling around her.

I'm going to at least get you to the med bay, i didn't fix your hands enough, then I'll let you be, I try not to leave a job undone. He was only being part truthful, he could feel slight anger but it wasn't toward him or events, but more surrounded around herself, again he was probably wrong, but for some reason he wanted to help her, weather it be because of her being close to his former master in the rights of anger or other wise, he wanted to help her.

He grabbed her and began to walk her to the med lab hoping she wouldn't struggle, he would hate to have to drag her against her will, but he had heard that cracked hands where hard to deal with, he was about to give his best try at small talk, Ignoring the blindness as the first conversation starter,
Who's your master? He would probably not even know the name, but it would be a start.

[darkrei9n]

"I'm going to at least get you to the med bay, I didn't fix your hands enough, then I'll let you be. I try not to leave a job undone."

She nearly banged her head against the floor. She was finding it very hard to control the tiny bit of anger she had at his babying of her. She just wanted to push him away and scream at him to go away. She hated being babied, she was blind, not... not... weak. She couldn't think of a better term for it. Everyone thought she was weak, in some aspects they were right but they hardly ever gave her a chance to prove herself.

"I'm fine, thank you. I can find my way to my room on my own. Its just a tiny scratch."

Not necessarily true, her hands were throbbing in pain. Not enough to cry over but it still hurt a bit, even after the stranger had healed them a bit.

Then he grabbed her, she struggled as hard as she could. She tried to push away from him as hard as she could. She yelled, she hated being touched.

"Let go!"

[Adobi-Wan Kenobi]

Gharassk did as she said after being yelled at by the girl, he was pushing her he knew that, but he didn't know What he was pushing.

He let out a sigh at her yell, even Jedi needed help, he had accepted help before, and even masters needed help, he tried to figure out what her anger was about, it wasn't a matter of if she was angry, that was proof by the yelling and the unwillingness to accept his help, but it was a matter of why. He decided to back up a bit.

He let her have some space, I.... He couldn't think for a moment, he focused on her she seemed to be prideful wanting to do things on her own, I am sorry. He said finally. He wondered if this was how his masters fall started, he had met angry people before each one bringing that question to his mind, he couldn't think at all past his former masters fall, he wanted to avoid and help avoid as many falls as he could.

Forgive me, at least let be look at your hands again, or walk you back to your room? He was trying but she had to give him something to work with, but perhaps this meeting wasn't guided by the force, perhaps it was one of rare mishaps that the force didn't account for.

No, the force had guided him to all his encounters, if so there was still a purpose for this meeting what was it?

[darkrei9n]

This man was trying to get on her nerves. She sincerely wanted to punch him in the face as hard as she could. She just wanted to get back to her room, she was blind not stupid. She knew where her room was. She had memorized the parts of the temple she walked. She didn't even need a walking cane to find her way around. It was insulting at this point.

So she got up, and started walking away. She wouldn't just stand around and keep this up. She just couldn't. She ignored his question on whether or not he could walk her back to her room, she figured the sight of her storming off would be enough. She hoped that the sight of her storming off would be enough to get him to not follow her as well.

[Adobi-Wan Kenobi]

Gharassk let out a sigh to calm his nerves as the girl regretless left him behind. He had only hoped to heal her hands when he first saw her. But now she had completely stopped even trying he had hopped he could at least get her to under stand that he was only concerned, he didn't think her a fool as he could tell she was thinking, but only wanted to help.

He brushed himself off and wiped the blood from his hands that had been hers, letting out another sigh as he watched her walk away, nothing she was completely unwilling to cooperate, he had done what he could and would have to forget it, and continue on his with his day, now he had only worsen his beginning mood, sure it had been a distraction but in the long run he could only think about how he couldn't help, the day had begun for the first time in his short life with a down note, And as the others challenges he has dealt with he would move on even if it takes time.