Post by Juzt on Nov 19, 2012 15:56:05 GMT -5
All right hello hello. I can't imagine why anyone would want to read this but *shrugs * your call. My days are mostly filled with the very mundane stuff, and i tend to be a bit of a grumpy sod about stuff, but I am going to use this more as a sort of way of getting my thoughts down and clearing out the clutter of my brain.
Recent times have been quite trying on me, and my whole family in general. My Ph.D History course has been going about as bad as it is possible to be. In fact today I was asked to withdraw so I have. My motivation for it has been at rock bottom since I started not sure I can identify why. But I have just not been happy so meh.
In addition to that, my Grandmother has developed bad Alzheimer's and now has to live in a home and struggles to recognise us. Plus we leave nearly 100 miles away and so it is hard to visit her.
She is paid for in that home by her own savings which only my Aunt has access to. My Aunt is notoriously difficult and stubborn and now she is dying of Cancer, she is now to ill to deal with the situation and as my Mother is Power of Autourney over Grandma she is responsible for Keeping Gran in the home. But my Aunt won't give her access to my Gran's money and so if my aunt dies while Probate occurs we would have to pay for my Gran's care which we can't afford.
At the weekend we visited my Aunt, who was to ill to come to the door. So we had to have the locks drilled open. She was refusing medical attention until today when they took her to hospital.
So I have had few worrying things to deal with. SWU has been a brilliant stress reliever and I would like to thank all my pals on here for helping me with that. Also soon I am writing new Characters trying to get some that fill some slots that Lmr laid out in the diverse section.
Anyhow I hope this first post was not too dull for any refugees from more interesting parts of the forum. Hopefully my next post will be less whinny. But then this is me we are talking about.
Recent times have been quite trying on me, and my whole family in general. My Ph.D History course has been going about as bad as it is possible to be. In fact today I was asked to withdraw so I have. My motivation for it has been at rock bottom since I started not sure I can identify why. But I have just not been happy so meh.
In addition to that, my Grandmother has developed bad Alzheimer's and now has to live in a home and struggles to recognise us. Plus we leave nearly 100 miles away and so it is hard to visit her.
She is paid for in that home by her own savings which only my Aunt has access to. My Aunt is notoriously difficult and stubborn and now she is dying of Cancer, she is now to ill to deal with the situation and as my Mother is Power of Autourney over Grandma she is responsible for Keeping Gran in the home. But my Aunt won't give her access to my Gran's money and so if my aunt dies while Probate occurs we would have to pay for my Gran's care which we can't afford.
At the weekend we visited my Aunt, who was to ill to come to the door. So we had to have the locks drilled open. She was refusing medical attention until today when they took her to hospital.
So I have had few worrying things to deal with. SWU has been a brilliant stress reliever and I would like to thank all my pals on here for helping me with that. Also soon I am writing new Characters trying to get some that fill some slots that Lmr laid out in the diverse section.
Anyhow I hope this first post was not too dull for any refugees from more interesting parts of the forum. Hopefully my next post will be less whinny. But then this is me we are talking about.