Post by Valcor on Dec 27, 2015 12:40:26 GMT -5
Space was a strange place, especially for the force sensitive. For one so in tuned with the life around them like a trained Jedi or Sith, space held a strange emptiness to it. On any planet, even one as dead and devoid of life like a desert planet, life still teemed from every nook and cranny, still flowed with energy and existence. Yet in space, there was nothing. It was like walking from a crowded party to a cell silent and dead.
For Maris, it held a certain peacefulness. There was no pain here to feel from others, save for her small detachment of Sith troopers stationed with her. Mostly their pain was physical however, a stubbed foot here, a healing blast wound there, but nothing that sunk Maris back to that dark place she so adamantly avoided. When Maris meditated, she opened herself up, she let the world in and let herself pour out, and it made her incredibly vulnerable, so to be this alone gave her a certain peace. At least for the moment.
When the eldest initiate the Sith sported had first received her first mission to protect a rather off the trail hyper space route, she initially held it with disdain. The idea of being sent into nowhere space with a bunch of nose-bleed troopers made Maris feel more like an exile than a trainee. Yet once the freedom to meditate as she pleased for as long as she pleased became apparent, Maris could not have been happier. For the troopers working along side her, the feeling of absolute sorrow and hopelessness was constant, but it was a welcome price to pay for their charge who had never had the opportunity to let these feelings flow.
It was the first real peace Maris had enjoyed in recent memory, and she dreaded returning to the temple, dreaded returning to a place filled with such anger and hate, a place she could no longer open herself up. A place she could not truly meditate. A place where time dragged it's feet. In Maris' new quarters, time now seemed to slip away, day and night held little meaning. Only the flow of the force, whipping and swirling about her comparably minuscule craft held her focus. It was so peaceful, an inexplicable and intangible, yet magnificent and terrifying creature all at once. That was... until there was a ripple.
Felt before comprehended, the ever so slight pocket of pull began occupying more and more of Maris' mind. Like a fish caught in the wake of a mighty beast, the change in flow sent Maris' mind crashing back to reality. Flashing her eyes open as if lurching awake from death itself, Maris sucked air down with a gasp. She'd felt this before... Collapsing to one side, only barely catching herself on her arms, Maris panted and heaved.
Sweat poured from her forehead, matting her already unkempt hair to her head, her arms trembled to support her weight as energy slowly came back to her. Just moments later one of the faceless men burdened with Maris' presence burst through the door, "Ma'am, sensors have-... Ma'am?" He stopped noticing her slumped and distressed state.
Flashing him a glance over her shoulder, Maris croaked, "Prepare to intercept... This is a Republic craft." The trooper hesitated for a moment, as if struggling to comprehend just how she was aware of such things before the scanners themselves, but then the underling just shrugged, assuming it had something to do with Sith magic before taking his leave, not wanting to spend longer in the odd woman's space than he had to.
Standing shakily to her feet, Maris gripped her blade with trembling white knuckles, the sweats and fatigued fading with each passing moment since wrenching out of meditation. There were few that could elicit this level of emotion from Maris, even fewer who still drew breath. Glaring at the wall of her craft from which the twinge of familiarity shot, Maris furrowed her brow. "Blast it." She grumbled under her breath before turning and marching out of her space towards the cockpit. Without a doubt, her troops would need her before the hour closed, and it would no doubt reflect poorly on her if she returned without them... 'It had to be Chias...' Maris groaned withing her head, cursing the force silently.
For Maris, it held a certain peacefulness. There was no pain here to feel from others, save for her small detachment of Sith troopers stationed with her. Mostly their pain was physical however, a stubbed foot here, a healing blast wound there, but nothing that sunk Maris back to that dark place she so adamantly avoided. When Maris meditated, she opened herself up, she let the world in and let herself pour out, and it made her incredibly vulnerable, so to be this alone gave her a certain peace. At least for the moment.
When the eldest initiate the Sith sported had first received her first mission to protect a rather off the trail hyper space route, she initially held it with disdain. The idea of being sent into nowhere space with a bunch of nose-bleed troopers made Maris feel more like an exile than a trainee. Yet once the freedom to meditate as she pleased for as long as she pleased became apparent, Maris could not have been happier. For the troopers working along side her, the feeling of absolute sorrow and hopelessness was constant, but it was a welcome price to pay for their charge who had never had the opportunity to let these feelings flow.
It was the first real peace Maris had enjoyed in recent memory, and she dreaded returning to the temple, dreaded returning to a place filled with such anger and hate, a place she could no longer open herself up. A place she could not truly meditate. A place where time dragged it's feet. In Maris' new quarters, time now seemed to slip away, day and night held little meaning. Only the flow of the force, whipping and swirling about her comparably minuscule craft held her focus. It was so peaceful, an inexplicable and intangible, yet magnificent and terrifying creature all at once. That was... until there was a ripple.
Felt before comprehended, the ever so slight pocket of pull began occupying more and more of Maris' mind. Like a fish caught in the wake of a mighty beast, the change in flow sent Maris' mind crashing back to reality. Flashing her eyes open as if lurching awake from death itself, Maris sucked air down with a gasp. She'd felt this before... Collapsing to one side, only barely catching herself on her arms, Maris panted and heaved.
Sweat poured from her forehead, matting her already unkempt hair to her head, her arms trembled to support her weight as energy slowly came back to her. Just moments later one of the faceless men burdened with Maris' presence burst through the door, "Ma'am, sensors have-... Ma'am?" He stopped noticing her slumped and distressed state.
Flashing him a glance over her shoulder, Maris croaked, "Prepare to intercept... This is a Republic craft." The trooper hesitated for a moment, as if struggling to comprehend just how she was aware of such things before the scanners themselves, but then the underling just shrugged, assuming it had something to do with Sith magic before taking his leave, not wanting to spend longer in the odd woman's space than he had to.
Standing shakily to her feet, Maris gripped her blade with trembling white knuckles, the sweats and fatigued fading with each passing moment since wrenching out of meditation. There were few that could elicit this level of emotion from Maris, even fewer who still drew breath. Glaring at the wall of her craft from which the twinge of familiarity shot, Maris furrowed her brow. "Blast it." She grumbled under her breath before turning and marching out of her space towards the cockpit. Without a doubt, her troops would need her before the hour closed, and it would no doubt reflect poorly on her if she returned without them... 'It had to be Chias...' Maris groaned withing her head, cursing the force silently.