Post by Iota on Sept 25, 2008 11:37:55 GMT -5
okay, hey there. I need to get some stuff off of my chest. I know i haven't been here long but one of the reasons i sort out to RP again was to "hide" as it were. When i say "hide" i mean to shield myself from my emotions. As in, to detatch myself from reality if only for short while. I'll explain myself as i go along and i apologise for spelling or what ever errors you encounter in this thread.
Well, thats sorted.. lets move on shall we? I was engaged with a beautiful baby girl en route any day now. Now, i know what ya thinking. It gets "better" trust me. Okay, so about 3 weeks ago now my fiancee of 6 months told me she loved me. Nothing new there, we would say it alot to one another. But, the very next day she left me a note saying it was over. Now i was none the wiser as you could imagine, i was happy, in love and expecting a baby. What could go wrong? well, she left me with no real explanation except for "its not you, its me" bull crap. By the time i had read the note (i was at work when she left it would seem) she had already got a new mobile number and moved away.
So, i went to the police and they said its not abduction because the baby hasn't been born and in all likely hood she would win any case because she is the mother. Which just made me laugh because i realised that the governemnt is flawed in itself. Sexist if you ask me. I had no clue this was going to happen, i wasn't a sh*tty partner, i treated her with respect, i made her laugh and would make her dinner every night. so i wouldn't say i was a b*stard, sure i can be stubborn but thats no reason to walk out on some one in this sense, is it?
Its hard when you love some one so much, but yet hate them at the same time. She said she would get in contact with me one day when she feels its right. I'm just confused as you could probably understand, i had no foresight that this was going to happen and i still don't understand why in all honesty as she left me no decent reason.
Bah, i guess i just needed to write it down, try to make sense of it all, you know? most of you are still only teenagers and probably think i am a moany old man. but i gaurentee you younger folk. You will fall in love one day and you will be heart broken. The first time they say is the hardest and that it gets easier as time goes by. But in my experience, its never easy to let go onf a partner you love with all your heart.
So, i'm here at my computer, its raining outside (as always in england) and i'm trying to get by with my life knowing that my daughter will be born any day now and i can't see her. heh, maybe she will post a few photographs... i doubt it.
Well, thats sorted.. lets move on shall we? I was engaged with a beautiful baby girl en route any day now. Now, i know what ya thinking. It gets "better" trust me. Okay, so about 3 weeks ago now my fiancee of 6 months told me she loved me. Nothing new there, we would say it alot to one another. But, the very next day she left me a note saying it was over. Now i was none the wiser as you could imagine, i was happy, in love and expecting a baby. What could go wrong? well, she left me with no real explanation except for "its not you, its me" bull crap. By the time i had read the note (i was at work when she left it would seem) she had already got a new mobile number and moved away.
So, i went to the police and they said its not abduction because the baby hasn't been born and in all likely hood she would win any case because she is the mother. Which just made me laugh because i realised that the governemnt is flawed in itself. Sexist if you ask me. I had no clue this was going to happen, i wasn't a sh*tty partner, i treated her with respect, i made her laugh and would make her dinner every night. so i wouldn't say i was a b*stard, sure i can be stubborn but thats no reason to walk out on some one in this sense, is it?
Its hard when you love some one so much, but yet hate them at the same time. She said she would get in contact with me one day when she feels its right. I'm just confused as you could probably understand, i had no foresight that this was going to happen and i still don't understand why in all honesty as she left me no decent reason.
Bah, i guess i just needed to write it down, try to make sense of it all, you know? most of you are still only teenagers and probably think i am a moany old man. but i gaurentee you younger folk. You will fall in love one day and you will be heart broken. The first time they say is the hardest and that it gets easier as time goes by. But in my experience, its never easy to let go onf a partner you love with all your heart.
So, i'm here at my computer, its raining outside (as always in england) and i'm trying to get by with my life knowing that my daughter will be born any day now and i can't see her. heh, maybe she will post a few photographs... i doubt it.