Post by Grawn on May 29, 2009 4:06:09 GMT -5
Simple title eh? Believe it or not im a rather simple person who likes to keep it stupid simple. Just makes things go by smoother, know what i mean?
Alright so a blog....never really have one before but if i had to take a wack at it this is like letting you view through a window into how my day went/was/is...or something. Works for me!
Mood: Tired
Song Playing: Bye bye beautiful by Nightwish
So you know its near 4 over in the central time zone. Anyone with a ounce of sense would most likely be in their bed, dreaming of lollipops and sunshines...or torture and nightmares, whatever makes you hard i dunno. Not me! You see i dont like to sleep. Sleep sucks cause im missing out on alot of shit when im sleeping. Like thinking!
I like to think, to get people to think i think crazy. If you met me in person, i think you'd be rather surprised. Im not crazy at all, a little goofy but crazy isnt a term. Do i want to act/seem crazy? Sure! I like to seem like the guy who would do anything, this usually leads to people laughing. Since i was a child i always liked it when people laughed...dont know if it has to do with wanting to fit in or something but it traveled to the present state now. Recently graduating from high school and now living in my parents basement, i loathe my current condition.
Dont get me wrong, i like free room and board (except the occassional trip to the gas station nearby for this or that for the parents) and car and phone and what not but deep down i think thats what i dont like. I dont really WANT things given to me with little consequence.
Oh song change
Song playing: Mad World by Gary Jules
Good song! But as the previous sentence said, i dont want crap given to me. Deep down, i want to be able to own these things on my own. Unfortunately my job doesnt really let me accomplish this despite my best efforts. With the whole free shit thing, that i know that whenever they wanted to, the parents could have me by the "balls" so to say and be able to control what i do via the threats of taking those away.
Weird eh? Lol. Paranoia isnt my forte so to say but its something i like to dabble in.
Went to the grandparents today and played Diablo 2 with my grandpa, hes been off kemo after surviving a horrid ordeal of cancer for about a few months. Im not sure what the hell i wouldve done if my grandfather had passed on. The man and my wonderful grandmother took care of me for the first 7 years of my life after my mother commited suicide and my father was unable to take care of me. Just hard to think about.
Hes got me hooked on that damn game. With Diablo 3 coming out sometime i suppose it was bound to happen eventually. The world of Sancutary seems alot more interesting now that im older now. I used to play D2 back when i was like 10...alot different with a more mature mind at the age of 18. I kinda prefer to play D2 over WoW really...just alot less addicting and gives me time to do other crap. Like post on a forum or admin a forum i run with a buddy of mine.
Apparently i got senior pictures today at 4:30 before work at 6...should've been done before i freaking graduated but apparently my mother is far to busy. I couldve taken it upon myself but dammit that would mean i would have to do something.
I need new glasses, these old ones have turned to crap. Gave my mother my "new" glasses before the ones im wearing now to get fixed about o....around since near last year. Of course, the whole "i couldve done it" thing comes into play but...like i asked her to and she said she would...ya know? Kinda irritating.
Well thats my first entry to "My Corner". Enjoy your stay and ill see if i can remember to do anymore posts some other time. Boredom signing off!
Alright so a blog....never really have one before but if i had to take a wack at it this is like letting you view through a window into how my day went/was/is...or something. Works for me!
Mood: Tired
Song Playing: Bye bye beautiful by Nightwish
So you know its near 4 over in the central time zone. Anyone with a ounce of sense would most likely be in their bed, dreaming of lollipops and sunshines...or torture and nightmares, whatever makes you hard i dunno. Not me! You see i dont like to sleep. Sleep sucks cause im missing out on alot of shit when im sleeping. Like thinking!
I like to think, to get people to think i think crazy. If you met me in person, i think you'd be rather surprised. Im not crazy at all, a little goofy but crazy isnt a term. Do i want to act/seem crazy? Sure! I like to seem like the guy who would do anything, this usually leads to people laughing. Since i was a child i always liked it when people laughed...dont know if it has to do with wanting to fit in or something but it traveled to the present state now. Recently graduating from high school and now living in my parents basement, i loathe my current condition.
Dont get me wrong, i like free room and board (except the occassional trip to the gas station nearby for this or that for the parents) and car and phone and what not but deep down i think thats what i dont like. I dont really WANT things given to me with little consequence.
Oh song change
Song playing: Mad World by Gary Jules
Good song! But as the previous sentence said, i dont want crap given to me. Deep down, i want to be able to own these things on my own. Unfortunately my job doesnt really let me accomplish this despite my best efforts. With the whole free shit thing, that i know that whenever they wanted to, the parents could have me by the "balls" so to say and be able to control what i do via the threats of taking those away.
Weird eh? Lol. Paranoia isnt my forte so to say but its something i like to dabble in.
Went to the grandparents today and played Diablo 2 with my grandpa, hes been off kemo after surviving a horrid ordeal of cancer for about a few months. Im not sure what the hell i wouldve done if my grandfather had passed on. The man and my wonderful grandmother took care of me for the first 7 years of my life after my mother commited suicide and my father was unable to take care of me. Just hard to think about.
Hes got me hooked on that damn game. With Diablo 3 coming out sometime i suppose it was bound to happen eventually. The world of Sancutary seems alot more interesting now that im older now. I used to play D2 back when i was like 10...alot different with a more mature mind at the age of 18. I kinda prefer to play D2 over WoW really...just alot less addicting and gives me time to do other crap. Like post on a forum or admin a forum i run with a buddy of mine.
Apparently i got senior pictures today at 4:30 before work at 6...should've been done before i freaking graduated but apparently my mother is far to busy. I couldve taken it upon myself but dammit that would mean i would have to do something.
I need new glasses, these old ones have turned to crap. Gave my mother my "new" glasses before the ones im wearing now to get fixed about o....around since near last year. Of course, the whole "i couldve done it" thing comes into play but...like i asked her to and she said she would...ya know? Kinda irritating.
Well thats my first entry to "My Corner". Enjoy your stay and ill see if i can remember to do anymore posts some other time. Boredom signing off!