Post by Squee on Jun 27, 2009 5:21:07 GMT -5
Where was she supposed to go? This question wasn’t unfamiliar to Valry. She had toyed with such questions before. They may not have been unfamiliar, but they were not comfortable. How many times before had she walked somewhere and asked that question in the past four years? It was asked when she set foot on a new planet, set foot into a complex apartment building, or when she prowled around looking for a job. It had come up when she had had to kill someone for one reason or another. Looking at the body, one couldn’t help but wonder where they were supposed to go next.
And with what accompanied a “where” was a “what”. What was she supposed to do? Was she allowed here or there, allowed to walk freely down the halls as she was doing now. There wasn’t anyone around. She couldn’t ask anyone any more questions. Where was she supposed to find this Bane character? An uncomfortable haziness was settling toward the front of her mind, weighing down heavily. It’s name was confusion and uncertainty. Mostly of what the young woman was doing now was wandering the halls aimlessly, looking for a sign, a person, something that would point her assuredly in the correct direction. She wished, oh she wished, so she didn’t appear so much as a fool to some passerby who would simply glance her way and continue on before she could bother with her questions.
“Buir…” her son whispered at her side. He was glancing around as much as she. He was nervous about his surroundings, feeling uncomfortable with the very superbly cleaned walls looming around him. Valry was the only one he had currently. This outing had rendered him to near silence, his mother had noted, as were just about all his outings. He was such a good boy, and Valry appreciated she had such a son as natured as Orak. Part of it had to be their history and his experiences and part of it had to do with Valry’s parenting. At least, she’d like to think so.
She really liked to think of herself a decent parent to Orak. If she could give him more than what they had, she would. If she could bring his father back from the dead, she would. But she couldn’t, and she could only wish she could. That was wishful and longing feelings, and it wouldn’t get her anywhere. There wasn’t a way to rise her husband from his grave, but even if she could, she didn’t have the money to spend to get her all the way back to Coruscant. And Valry didn’t want to put her son through any more hell than he had already been through.
She was here because of a recommendation. Perhaps it was clearer put as a sort of suggestion. Valry really didn’t care what job she ended up with or what or where she might have to go (not just yet anyway) as long as she could provide more strongly for Orak instead of simply labor for a roof over their head. What credits Valry had now was all that she had and she wasn’t getting any more of it.
“Buir, I don’t like this place,” Orak whispered again, his grip becoming a bit more firm in her hand. “Can I be up?”
“Orak, my armor isn’t exactly comfortable, if you’ve forgotten.”
“Don’t care,” the boy replied back to her as they stopped for a moment. Valry side and held out her hands as Orak stepped forward into them. Valry hoisted him up, wrapping her arms almost protectively around him. He used his arm as a pillow cushion, since his arms were wrapped around her neck. Valry readjusted for a better grip to keep her helmet in her hand. It was the only piece of her armor not currently in place. There were her pistols, as usual, to her sides. Orak’s legs were pressing them downward as he rested onto them, unconsciously trusting his mother’s handwork to hold him up, the belt being something Valry had to have created. It was strong, and would keep Orak, as well as any other gadgets, well held up.
And Valry also carried her rifle, slung across her back and slightly awkward feeling now, thanks to Orak.
“Buir, where going?”
“Quite frankly, Orak, I don’t know much either. I’ll figure it out though.”
“Always figure it out.”
“That I do.”
“Don’t like this place.”
“I know, baby,” Valry whispered in return, giving her son’s head a quick kiss. “We’ll be out of here soon and I’ll buy you a treat. Been very good for me today, Orak, thank you.” She assured him this as she rubbed his back briefly and gently, turning around once again to stare back down a different hallway. Should she go down that way? Or stay right here? For the love of Mandalore, she wished she knew what exactly to do. “We just have to find a general, Orak. Have I told you about generals yet?”
“Important man?”
Valry chuckled slightly. “Just a little bit.”
And with what accompanied a “where” was a “what”. What was she supposed to do? Was she allowed here or there, allowed to walk freely down the halls as she was doing now. There wasn’t anyone around. She couldn’t ask anyone any more questions. Where was she supposed to find this Bane character? An uncomfortable haziness was settling toward the front of her mind, weighing down heavily. It’s name was confusion and uncertainty. Mostly of what the young woman was doing now was wandering the halls aimlessly, looking for a sign, a person, something that would point her assuredly in the correct direction. She wished, oh she wished, so she didn’t appear so much as a fool to some passerby who would simply glance her way and continue on before she could bother with her questions.
“Buir…” her son whispered at her side. He was glancing around as much as she. He was nervous about his surroundings, feeling uncomfortable with the very superbly cleaned walls looming around him. Valry was the only one he had currently. This outing had rendered him to near silence, his mother had noted, as were just about all his outings. He was such a good boy, and Valry appreciated she had such a son as natured as Orak. Part of it had to be their history and his experiences and part of it had to do with Valry’s parenting. At least, she’d like to think so.
She really liked to think of herself a decent parent to Orak. If she could give him more than what they had, she would. If she could bring his father back from the dead, she would. But she couldn’t, and she could only wish she could. That was wishful and longing feelings, and it wouldn’t get her anywhere. There wasn’t a way to rise her husband from his grave, but even if she could, she didn’t have the money to spend to get her all the way back to Coruscant. And Valry didn’t want to put her son through any more hell than he had already been through.
She was here because of a recommendation. Perhaps it was clearer put as a sort of suggestion. Valry really didn’t care what job she ended up with or what or where she might have to go (not just yet anyway) as long as she could provide more strongly for Orak instead of simply labor for a roof over their head. What credits Valry had now was all that she had and she wasn’t getting any more of it.
“Buir, I don’t like this place,” Orak whispered again, his grip becoming a bit more firm in her hand. “Can I be up?”
“Orak, my armor isn’t exactly comfortable, if you’ve forgotten.”
“Don’t care,” the boy replied back to her as they stopped for a moment. Valry side and held out her hands as Orak stepped forward into them. Valry hoisted him up, wrapping her arms almost protectively around him. He used his arm as a pillow cushion, since his arms were wrapped around her neck. Valry readjusted for a better grip to keep her helmet in her hand. It was the only piece of her armor not currently in place. There were her pistols, as usual, to her sides. Orak’s legs were pressing them downward as he rested onto them, unconsciously trusting his mother’s handwork to hold him up, the belt being something Valry had to have created. It was strong, and would keep Orak, as well as any other gadgets, well held up.
And Valry also carried her rifle, slung across her back and slightly awkward feeling now, thanks to Orak.
“Buir, where going?”
“Quite frankly, Orak, I don’t know much either. I’ll figure it out though.”
“Always figure it out.”
“That I do.”
“Don’t like this place.”
“I know, baby,” Valry whispered in return, giving her son’s head a quick kiss. “We’ll be out of here soon and I’ll buy you a treat. Been very good for me today, Orak, thank you.” She assured him this as she rubbed his back briefly and gently, turning around once again to stare back down a different hallway. Should she go down that way? Or stay right here? For the love of Mandalore, she wished she knew what exactly to do. “We just have to find a general, Orak. Have I told you about generals yet?”
“Important man?”
Valry chuckled slightly. “Just a little bit.”