Post by djuga on Dec 3, 2015 0:46:06 GMT -5
Name:Djuga Helios
Race: Anzati
Age: 150(He appears 25 due to his species long lives.)
Birthplace: Anzat
Allegiance:Sith
Status:Sith Lord
Rank:Assassin
Height/Weight:7 feet/220 pounds
Appearance:
Someone could be mistaken for thinking that he cares for power with the way he carries himself because of his blood lust. His features, though pleasant and nonthreatening, make him look like someone raised in position and bred for power - something he often uses to his advantage when people think he wants power. Hoping to catch them off guard he does not usually correct people on that assumption. His bright blue eyes display the blood lust to those well observed, although it usually only happens to someone else thirsty for revenge. Attempting to push people away he will be blunt and rude when facing them directly. Looking people in the eye and making them uncomfortable is usually the response. Certainly, if they want to get rid of him, someone will not pay attention to him too closely, or so he thinks anyway. The second side of the last lightsaber, once collapsed, acts like a guard.
It is immediately obvious that he does not care much about his appearance after years of enslavement. Dust and dirt is usually covered all over his skin because he bathes on the irregular. Immaculate skin hides under the dirt and mud - on occasions that he has assignments off world and away from his ship he maintains a pristine appearance that emphasizes welcoming and warmth. Djuga spends almost no time straightening or combing his long hair so it is usually covering his face with only his eyes fair. His ivory hair, transformed by his years of being trained by the dark side of the force almost looks feminine as it grows near his shoulders. The only reason the dark side has not affected him more is because his use of active force abilities is limited compared to others that are force sensitive.
Although he is thin for his height, he maintains a strict training regiment that makes his physique very athletic. Honing it over his bodies muscle over a decade spent in seclusion on board the Alexandria has made him very agile. Because he would be dead, for not thinking on his feet, he takes great effort to continually exercise to remain fit. Training in increased gravity environment has honed his body into weapon as he trains in martial arts. Preferring to fight with a blade as the case may be, fighting unarmed as become a crucial part of how fights in a battle. Realizing the battle is over with a sword, he will abandon the weapons entirely and fight an opponent unarmed.
Druja's movements are always executed with a certain amount of intensity. Used to more intense gravity, he sometimes appears as though he is always refusing to stand in one place for so long. Fidgeting in his chair or moving around a room to avoid standing still is something that happens in room full of people. Although he is a patient person, he hates being in one place for to long. Pacing is just a habit that he developed to deal with situations where more thinking was required than brute force. He feels tactics on a grand scale just unnerve in a room full of generals.
When it comes to lightsaber combat, he often can be seen staring at his opponents weapon as though that was his opponent. Forming a decision between different maneuvers usually brings him into a trance like state. He begins to think only about his opponent as they become locked in combat. Distracting him from everything outside of the moment the moment begins is a staple of his addiction to battle. Even when he is not included in the battle himself, his gaze seemed almost godlike as he imagines what he would do in the same situation. Leverage, position, advantage. He is a fencer at heart that will not cease to enjoy a good fight. To him it rivals sex in terms of enjoyment.
Donning his battle armor outside of battle is something that can usually be seen on his person. Removing his helmet at any point in battle seems fool hardy as it would most likely get the young Sith killed. Two collapsible double sided lightsabers can be seen resting on his utility belt. Although blasting away at things is not his first choice, a sniper rifle can usually be found strapped to his back. The capstone of his ensemble is a black cloak that hides his armor. Additionally, Pk-5 can usually be seen at his side
Personality:
Living as a slave for the better part of a hundred years has made him a different type of Sith than the norm. Power, knowledge, wisdom. None of those things matter after his enslavement. Revenge is the driving motivation behind his existence. Even if he defeated all his enemies, in a fate worse than death, he would see their ghost in everything. He is stubborn, there nothing that he would chose over revenge. The only possible middle ground would be under the condition that they shared the same enemies and suffered the same betrayals, otherwise, nothing could prevent him from enacting his vengeance on an enemy.
There is a silver lining, however, because he will be the most loyal servant any Sith would ever want by their side. For most Sith that is a contradiction, hence, he is often riddled with contradictions. Sitting on the throne of an empire and handing it back to its rightful owner is one of his defining characteristics. However, this is not to be confused with loyalty because the longer he would be in a position of power the less likely he is trust the person responsible for placing him in that position. Because he is after revenge, standing still for to long might make him consider a throne a betrayal.
Enslavement has made him a fighter that only lives to fight battles where the outcome is uncertain. Risking his life for the thrill that comes with slashing someone apart is quite cathartic for the young Anzat. He can be come quite bloodthirsty in an effort to satiate his blood lust. Someone could say that he is chasing ghosts because he does not have the power to destroy all of his enemies. He is patient, he will wait for a thousand years to destroy his enemy, if he had no choice. Sabotage, tricks, dishonor. He does not see the nature of a fair fight. If an advantage exist, there would be nothing to prevent him from utilizing it.
The young Anzati loves a challenge that will work him into a good sweat so much that it has made him ruthless. Sometimes, most of the time, he has trouble knowing when to stop a fight. After he considers someone a worthy adversary, he puts forward everything he has to give. Laying down in a fight is something contrary to his nature. He might change tactics, but he will gladly sacrifice his life to see a task completed. However, he is not suicidal and that is not his opening move. He knows when to walk before the fight has begun, but afterwords he usually can't stop himself and needs to be restrained.
He is self-delusional, he often overwrites events in his head so that he does not consider himself the villain of the story. Although enslavement as made him a victim, he has also victimized people so much so that is how he copes with his actions. Thinking his suffering is an excuse for his action is one of the primary foundations of his personality. No one amount of pleading or argument could change that opinion. Refusing to accept anyone's opinion but his own is also a staple of his personality. Although he will follow orders, personal arguments don't really phase him anymore.
He can be quite intelligent when it comes to machines because he has a talent for ripping them apart and analyzing them. Seeing the patterns in his head as he alters machine code is something that appeals to him. Working with machines is one of the few distractions that eclipses his thirst for revenge. He is quite likely capable of secluding himself in a room with a computer for days editing files and writing programs. This is not to be confused with battle tactics because he is not meant to lead. The most he knows is when a fight is over before it begins. The equations in his head are usually survival against the thrill of a good fight. Depending on the victor of that argument will usually decide his actions.
Ships/Vehicles:
Nightwing
Equipment:
shoto: single phase, synthesized crystal, red
shoto: single phase, synthesized crystal, red
collapsible dual-bladed lightsaber: single phase, synthesized crystal, red
collapsible dual-bladed lightsaber: single phase, amber(stolen from a Baselisk Jedi)
(Credit to creator of image)
Magnetic Cuffs
Data Crystals x5
Ion Grenade(25mm)x3
Sonic Grenade(25mm)x3
EM Pulse Grenade(25mm)x3
Nightshade
PK-5
Trident x2
Stats:
Strength - Average
Agility - Superior
Intelligence - Average
Charisma - Below Average
Force Stats:
Telekinetic-Apprentice
Telepathic-Apprentice
Body-Master
Sense-Expert
Protection-Apprentice
Healing:–Apprentice
Destruction–Adept
Combat Training:
Teras Kasi - Average
Ranged Weapons:Average
Rifles:Average
Pistols:Average
Piloting - Below Average
Vibroblade - Below Average
Force Training:
Force Concealment - Master
Other Training:
Programming (Same scale as lightsaber training model)
-Neural Linguistic Programming - Average
-Machine Code Programming - Average
-Parallel Circuit Board Programming - Average
-Machine Code Programming - Average
-Matrix Programming - Average
-Artificial Intelligence Programming - Average
-Droid Repair, Creation, Modification - Average
-Hacking Machine Code - Expert
Lightsaber Training:
Shii-Cho- Master
Jar-Kai/Dual Wield: Double bladed or shotos or mixture of both - Specialist (specialized in defending against 3-4 opponent)
Biography:
Arriving on Anzat after a chase through an erroneous nebula, Jedi master Koufu, who was an Anzati himself was quite taken aback. Being on his home world after so many years apart dazed him. Having been away for nearly a thousand years was mesmerizing. If not for his skills as a Jedi, he was practically an alien to his own people. So much so that he was attacked by one of them once he began exploring a wreckage. Clearly, force sensitive but never trained his opponent lunged at him. Training as a hunter made him a fierce opponent for the older Jedi, but he eventually managed to get the upper hand. Murdering his attacker quite readily like it had become commonplace to him.
Sensing a strong presence in the force as he began to explore the wreckage was enlightening. Discovering an infant in the wreckage. He wondered, like himself trained as a Jedi at birth, that a Jedi would be able to raise him right. Removing the child off world after he clearly murdered his only family seemed like the proper course of action for the Jedi. Eventually resulting in his removal from the Jedi order, but the decision was still made to train the infant. Placing him with other younglings in their nurseries would be the beginning of the infant's life.
The first six years of his life were prominently unremarkable. Although he had a willful attitude, presumably inherited from his parents, it was something he struggled with from a young age. Despite the fact that he has never known anything but the Jedi lifestyle, his disregard for rules seemingly was intrinsic to who he was. After he was inducted into the lifestyle of a youngling, he became obsessed with force holocrons detailing their history. The Sith were always of particular interest. When he had any free time at all, it was spent studying the temple archives. Attempting to learn more ways that force users have impacted history in the past. He was never more certain that he might want to be watcher someday, exploring different races in order to locate more force sensitive users.
Among the Jedi High Council, there were two widely accepted truth about the youngling. Expressing that he was the most stubborn and discipline younglings of their generation. That willful attitude, after inheriting his stubbornness it from his people, the discipline he acquired from the Jedi. When he was not studying for his lessons, he would spend nearly six hours a day practicing his lightsaber techniques. While some masters considered this an asset, the majority considered his almost complete disregard for anyone else's opinion, once his decision was made, disconcerting. He had even set up sparring matches, using training lightsabers, among other younglings. Sometimes those sparring matches would get very heated, leading to some blackened eyes and bruised ribs became a part of his daily routine. Although it was not out of some need to be the best, he genuinely desired to be challenged in any way he could find.
Shortly thereafter, he soon met Nejera, a 150 year old Anzat, who was a master in the order. After seeing him practice his lightsaber training, witnessing discipline beyond his years, she offered to become his master. She explained that she argued against the council’s decision to send him to the exploration corps. Revealing that she believed that with discipline anything could be achieved, equivocally, she stated that discipline was a very difficult concept to learn. For the longest time the only form of training she taught him was mediation. Taming his spirit she called it. She always used to say that his spirit was connection to the dark side. Their need for the soup could destroy them. If he ever let it go unchecked, he could never take up the reigns again. Flabbergasted, he never considered that he was holding himself back at all.
The next few months with Nejera were spent learning the basics of the art of Shii-Cho, with a training lightsaber, before being sent to the one of the moons in the Corellian system. Disagreements arose between settlers native to the system and Mandalorian refugees, prominently trading disputes. Although he would just sit and watch his master through most of the negotiations, in private he would argue that the more powerful force should be the group who should take control of that moon. Despite losing the argument, regardless, Nejera went with his side of the argument. The Mandalorians proceeded to remove the settlers from the moon and nearly start a galactic incident because the Corellians requested support. Even though Nejera was eventually able to avoid too many casualties, a Corellian was killed, by calming everyone down, Djuga was beginning to see that not everything was attainable through force alone. That is when he began struggling with how much force to bring to the table.
He failed miserably, the actions that once flowed seamlessly began to test his control. It seemed to affect everything, when his Shii-Cho training continued, his movements were all always more subtle and in control then before. Around this time she thought it was time he acquired a lightsaber because of his improvement in his skill with Shii-Cho. Although he was not alone for his trip to Ilum, his master had agreed with her fellow Jedi that it might be best were it a group expedition. Leading to the addition of two other padowans, Jahaq and Sheena, for their quest through the arctic tundra. They were warned, after they arrived on the planet, they would not have an infinite amount of time to get things done. Nejera had previously warned him that several Jedi died in attempt to acquire their crystals in the past.
Jahaq decided to foolishly go his own way. Remembering the events of Corellia he went with Sheena in the direction that she chose. That image of a watery, frozen solid, grave stood before his eyes as they trekked through the cave. After wandering for hours, they reached a bridge nearly 30 feet across, with a dozen pillars on either side. Everything seemed like it was falling apart, as Sheena began approaching her crystal. Although she managed to acquire her crystal, the bridge fell apart. Hanging on with her last breath he rushed to her aid because he refused to have another life on his conscious. The ice melted, rays of the sun gleamed, and the cold wind breezed chills down his spine. Grabbing her hand as he told her to hold on, she was... gone. After she slipped and fell, he realized that the hand waving and second guessing was getting him nowhere. There was never control, that was his first thought as he gripped the crystal that was now in his hand.
Although he regretted her death, even lamenting her passing, there was not much that he could have done about it. Before he could account for his whereabouts, he realized that he had lost his footing. Plummeting into another deeper cave. The cavern he found himself in had his own crystal at the end of a jagged crevice where he saw where Sheena's body at the end of its spine. That gnawing, turned inside out, nail biting feeling gripped him as he felt the rocks pierce his skin while crawling to her body. It was something he felt he owed to her because he had failed to save her. Reaching her body was only half the battle because now he had to get her body back to the entrance. Time was running out, he was losing steam as he dragged her body to the entrance of the cave. As the entrance was beginning to bridge the gap, his master was able to pull their body to safely exit the cave unharmed. Explaining the situation as best he could where he expected to be chastised for failing to save her. Instead, Nejera was pleased that he returned her body, speculating that most would have simply left her body behind.
After learning the basics history Jar'kai from Nejera, it seemed appropriate to abandon the traditional aspects of normal lightsabers in favor of dual shotos. The speed, agility, and maneuverability seemed to fit the young padowan quite well. That grueling, edge on the heel of a boot, kicked into high gear moment happened as he began selecting the various metals for his blade. It took him almost two months to finish construction because none of the metals never felt quite correct in the palm of his hand. Carbonate, wood, gold. The possibilities for the appropriate metals for his shotos were endless, however, vibrosteel was the only material that felt right in the palm of his hands. His instincts dictated that the vibrosteel be thin, like anyone else would struggle to wield it, choosing nothing fancy on the blades themselves. Eventually he managed to complete his blades, beginning his theoretical study in Jar-kai.
Beginning with his knowledge of Shii-Cho Nejera began honing that particular skill to an advanced degree. For months he did nothing but duel Nejera until it became hard to breath, his muscles ached, and sweat seemed to seep into every fiber of his being. That grotesque, thrown out of a window, cut open on a surgery table of powerlessness feeling overtook him as they battled each other day in and day out. It seemed like that was all they did for year was make him feel as though he did not know how to wield the blade at all. Then the ground shifted beneath his feet. Without warning, she began switching in between his training of Jar-kai and Shii-Cho effortlessly, expecting him to do the same. It was exhausting, months seeming like he was getting beaten up before the force techniques that involved Jar-kai began to reveal themselves.
Declaring that it was time for more hands on learning Nejera revealed that there was an assignment involving the Mandalorian underground. They had been ordered to protect a refugee that had sensitive information that needed to be delivered to the counsel. Arriving in a Mandalore settlement on one of the moons in the Kuat system a few weeks later and they proceeded to investigate. Djuga began learning how the criminal element of Mandalore operated. They were bounty hunters, slavers, and smugglers with the informant they were looking was hiding, in plain sight, amongst them. Dressed in the garbs of smugglers he began slowly discovering the difference the between the misguided from the vastly evil ones.
Now 16, his sheltered life began to shatter in the wake of new discoveries. Testing his resistance to the soup. Flabbergasted by the decadence being seen here, it was a culture shock to say the least for the young Jedi. Strippers, prostitutes, slavers, bounty hunters. In an atmosphere that was palpable with the kind of detestable filth he could never have imagined. He was tested, Laurien, a beautiful Twi-lex, had made several advances. Despite his Jedi training, he found that she held some sway over him. This was it, not sword techniques or the mastery of the force, it was mastery of these mortal connections that challenged a Jedi's resolve. Her advances continued during his time on the moon. That uncountable, stand on pins and needles, euphoria gripped him as attempted to control his lust for her that grew with each passing day. Djuga was nearly at a point where he was ready to seduce her. Keeping their affair hidden from the Jedi order, of course, then his missing master brought him back to reality.
Although it became clear this would not be easy, he realized before long his master was missing, or was it just another test? Knowing that it was something his master might have pulled, he continued on with the mission. Besides any trouble she got into he knew she was more than capable of handling it herself. Used to the buckling noise of the fringes by now, he barely even noticed when someone familiar crossed his path, Laurien. Djuga was beginning to wonder what he was doing here, or had this been the test all along? Djuga had the distinct impression that his master was watching everything. It got worse, the curve of her hips, the softness of her breast, the tenderness of her lips as he imagined being inside her before waking up each more morning. It was clear, he had feelings for her, however, the search for the informant began to steady him. Then the ground shifted beneath his feet once again.
Laurien had a habit of appearing, inexplicably, out of nowhere and tackling him on the ground in the hopes of convincing him into some lewd, rubbing her breast against his body was her readily available maneuver. Then, subsequently, they were cornered in the local bar by bounty hunters looking for the stolen data crystals. Confused, he began to realize that all of her advances were an attempt for him to realize that she was the informant that he had been searching for in this system for the last seven months. The universe can still surprise him, was his first thought, he never accepted a woman to use her body so effortlessly in response to getting what they wanted. He was practically innocent, when it came to the machinations of the female form. It was just not something that the Jedi prepared an initiate for all that well. Something like this could only be learned firsthand.
That jaw dropping, goosebumps rolling down arms, sensation revealed itself to him as he took responsibility of the woman. Although he was not yet as skilled a swordsman as Nejera, he was able to use his skills in Jar-kai well enough to defend Laurien, of course, he failed. Exceedingly outmatched in manpower and skill, he only lasted for about an hour against three bounty hunters. Powerless, he placed himself in front of the woman prepared to give his life for her in that moment, though not out of bravery or selflessness, he had clearly fallen in love. It would become one of his major struggles as he continued on his path as a Jedi. As the bounty hunters flocked around him, like a pack of wolves and their prey, Nejera appeared suddenly in from the crowd outside. Freely dressed as a smuggler, she had been there all along waiting for the right opportunity. Revealing that she had used the informant, as bait, because she knew her young padowan would protect her, though she never expected his reasons to be love.
When he was not training in Shii-Cho, he found himself standing by Laurien's door. He was practically a love sick school boy, however, his master realized this all too well. Because the many trials one faces as a Jedi, Nejera decided to let this particular moment play itself out, of course, nothing was ever that easy. Naturally he had to know if her feelings for him were reciprocated. Eventually getting her attention, she revealed that while it her antics initially were just a gambit to reveal herself to him, leaving the smugglers unaware. Instead, she discovered that she felt the same way. That being said, after a moments pause, she offered him the chance to run away with her, exploring the galaxy together.
That chained, like being strapped down to a gurney, response that comes from being a prisoner feeling washed over him. He had considered her offer all the way back home. Choosing her would mean being expelled from the Jedi order when he had hardly even begun. Wrestling with it as she would sneak into his bed and attempt to get him to break his vows as a Jedi. Each night she almost succeeded, however, he still felt his calling to the Jedi order. Being raised by the Jedi his entire life made this the first opportunity that he had to truly consider leaving. Although he had struggled with decision for weeks, he was about to make the conscious decision to leave the Jedi and go join her, but the night he decided to think it over one last time induced a vision that made him consider all possible outcomes.
Although unaware by him, he was about undergo the trial of spirit. The vision converged on the year 3603 BBY. Emerging on the battle of the Jedi Temple on Rhen Var was a battle hardened Sith Lord that the youth did not recognize with the mask covering his face. Proud, brave, courageous, run into a burning building individual that embodied the Jedi Knight that stood before him reminded him of himself, though the face of the Jedi Knight was disguised by the hair covering his face. The hale falling, mist in the background, and rain causing goosebumps on the back of the Jedi Knight. That dreadful atmosphere, gnawing that sacrifice of one's soul, was inherently palpable as the Jedi looked into the mask of the Sith, wielding dual shotos. He was livid, the Jedi was clearly outmatched but in his hubris he would rather die than admit he was the weaker man. Something Djuga watched hopelessly as he remembered his master saying the same thing about himself from time to time.
Pleading with the Sith Lord to spare the younglings at the temple gladly offering his own life in return. Although the masked Jedi had yet to reveal himself, standing before him now was the woman he had come to know as Laurien. Betrayal, deceit, megalomania, those were thoughts that stood in his mind has he watched the woman at the heart of this conflict, seemingly, decide his fate. Was she a symptom of the disease, or was she the solution? It was hard to tell and everything was jumbled. Powerless, he was always drawn to the woman by an almost otherworldly obsession. It was kismet, everything seemed to be falling into place as he saw himself ready to die for the Jedi order. The Jedi was forced to watch powerlessly as several younglings were slaughtered needlessly. Confused, he began to see what would go so wrong that choosing love over duty would lead to being dragged around in chains.
The light, gleaming the darkness, stood as a lighthouse for the bastion of Sith Lords and Knights, as Laurien dragged the chained Jedi Knight to her masters. She had convinced the Sith that he was worth converting to the dark side of the force. Although not a Sith herself, her voice carried weight in the empire. He was tortured, even in his agony his willful attitude was going to get him killed, that was something his master had struggled with weeding out in him for quite some time. His strong disregard for other's opinions revealed through his skin being flayed alive. After months of torture, the mysterious masked figure offered him the chance to learn the ways of the dark side. However, his identity refused to be suppressed by the whims of the empire that now threatened the galaxy. The Sith began starving the prisoner for weeks at a time, however, his will so strong that he cut out his own tongue and plunged a needle through his eardrums. Preventing the Sith from getting what he desired by committing suicide had always been something of a hero's demise that he had always imagined for himself.
That slush, drown in one's own blood, pool of water feeling converged on him as his first vision came to an end. Emerging from witnessing him drowning in his own blood and the part as he saw Laurien's role in it. Although his feelings for her were as strong as they had ever been, he found himself now able to pull away in the opposite direction, though her pull was still powerful. Conversely, after he revealed the nature of conflict, love or duty, Nejera realized that had experienced the first trial that identifies the Jedi's readiness to undertake the path to knighthood. Considering the nature of his conflict he considered his decision to remain with the Jedi order to be his trial of the flesh. Because if he chose love over duty, he would be expelled from the Jedi order. Intending to have the youth make his own decision he sent his padowan to escort Laurien through the outer rim.
Before he departed for the task in escorting Laurien across the core worlds his master decided to discover where he stood with his training. Refusing to give him any leniency she did not hold back. That was it, after insisting one more lesson, she went all out in her sword techniques, like she never has in their sparring sessions. Discovering that he still paled in comparison to her skills, but as they sparred his instincts took over. Her movement with a lightsaber alternated between genius and godlike, and converged on faster than he could keep up, so a plan had to be devised. First, he attempted his new skills with Shii-Cho, only to have his attacks easily defended. Next, there was his recently acquired skill with a Shii-Cho technique, after a forward motion of both his blades that involve two strikes in the same motion, she easily swatted him away like he was a fly. Then, he stopped thinking, unleashing his instincts and he landed a blow by seamlessly bringing together all the lightsaber techniques of Shii-Cho he knew. His master determined that he had mastered Shii-Cho.
Although he had been on several missions in the past, the twenty year old Jedi was on his first task on his own. Learning that after he and Laurien were transferred on board the Trident, a Zabrak galactic class battle cruiser, he was terrified of her. The dreams, the torture, the second guessing. Djuga had not felt like this since the days that he felt responsible for the death on Corellia, his first task as a padowan without supervision. Despite him being drawn to her, there was now the very real possibility that she would lead him to the dark side. Her face resonated between the most beautiful woman in the known universe and the most dreadful, and pierced the veil toward being a woman scorned, so something needed to happen to break the tension. Unless, of course, it was all still in his mind reeling from his vision quest where she murdered him.
Now 20 years old, the trials to knighthood had begun. After Nejera commissioned his trials to knighthood, he was sent to the outer rim, Ordo, to be more precise, more accurately one of the moons. The space pirates, mainly various humonoids from the rest of the galaxy, were attempting blackmail her for the information she was safeguarding by kidnapping her younger sister from their home on Curoscant. The pirates had a reputation of resonating between tragic and calculating, and gravitating toward more ruthless business techniques, so a lateral move was devised. Dismissive, he decided to use himself as bait to sneak in and rescue her sister, Anliza. Because she was adamant about her involvement, she went undercover as his wife. Playing the part of fellow bounty hunter. Djuga was even able to acquire a pair of vibroblades to play the part properly. They spent months on the moon investigating who might have her sister before the right bounty hunter, Klutzer, who was an Anzat, was located.
Left to the four winds, the wind chilled the skin, the trees whistled, blasters could be heard in the background. Discovering that the machinations of pirates were not to be underestimated as he infiltrated their crew. The pirates shifted from calculated and ruthless in the blink of an eye, and they rarely deviated their planned routine, so they proceeded with caution. Unaccustomed to the boldness of their operation, it was an instinct that began to creep into his pores the more he infiltrated their organization. First, it was the lewdness of their behavior, he was taken aback so readily by their desire to accumulate wealth, power, and physical satisfaction. Although his time with Luarien had given him glimpses, there was something about the freedom they offered that he felt connected to them in way that had begun to remove him from the Jedi. Luarien seemed to only be the catalyst.
Breathtakingly beautiful woman were always available, he simply could not avoid them for long enough to still accomplish his task. More than that, everyone smelled of sex, he could just not avoid the aroma of it. Then, apparently, Luarien, suggested they break the tension themselves. That was his first step to the dark side, the moment he began to change, and after unzipping her jacket and removing her blouse he was lost. The curves of her hips, the softness of her breasts, it was clear that he was ruled by lust and romance did not factor into it anymore. His possession of her in that manner clearly revealed that he had no loyalties to the Jedi. Soon thereafter, his task became more about not disappointing Laurien, who satisfied his every physical whim and desire.
It seemed their physical relationship was a stronger bond than his fear what path he might follow, if they were together. Then, aggressively, he revealed he was Jedi, to Klutzer, but that he would offer his services to them on the condition that they freed Anliza. Intrigued, after explaining that He needed to return to the order one last time, the bounty hunters released Aniliza. Dismayed at the outcome of events, he was quickly summoned in front of the Jedi High Council. After explaining everything that had happened, the council agreed he no longer belonged with the Jedi, confiscating his lightsabers.
The space pirate’s leader, Klutzer, revealed that he was a Dark Jedi, who had left the republic nearly sixty years ago now. That pirate alternated between shades of calculated and wrathful energies he was unaccustomed to, and converged on ruthless whims the likes of which were still alien to the young man, so he was taken aback by his willingness to do everything. Left to his own devices the first thing Klutzer did was place Laurien into his custody for proper motivation. Announcing that she would be returned to him once his powers had been adequately mastered. Klutzer had planned to test his skills with a blade almost immediately. They took the Horas, a simple freighter, with barely any functions besides life support, traveling to the outer rim.
Threatening him with being tossed out an airlock for the simplest mistake was a part of his daily routine, though it never seemed serious. When they were deep enough into space, they began a rigorous training routine with a lightsaber. Klutzer had begun putting him through his paces. The mind altering, stabbed in the back, euphoria that makes people forget about everything in the universe began to take hold of the young man. Although never stated equivocally, it was clear Klutzer was attempting to break Laurien’s hold over the young Anzat. He was inhuman, the techniques he deployed were attuned to the strengths of the Jedi. Each day before their usual training sessions with a blade, he would put him through torture by way of force lightning.
It was madness, there was no rhyme or reason, and it was a breathtakingly relentless display of power and control. There was an almost a serene look on his masters face as he tortured him, lacking neither malice nor satisfaction. The only redeeming quality about Klutzer was that he lived to find a challenge, a worthy adversary. He was a fencer, leverage, position, advantage - in a one on one match with a bladed weapon he had no rival. However, it was how he changed when he picked up a blade that was notable. Klutzer alternated between acquiring a childlike innocence and unreserved resolve. During their sparring sessions there was never anything on his mind other than the task at hand. Djuga learned quite quickly that the battle hardened warrior could only express his emotions through his blades, hence, began his intense study of Jar-kai.
They would do nothing but study for months. That mouthwatering, swatted like a fly, terror that instills inside of someone when they realize they were beaten began to overtake him. Djuga woke up that morning with tightened muscles and nearly ready to sleep for a week. The bruised ankles, the broken ribs, and the blackened eyes were not excuses his master took into account as he was training him. Left to his own devices, having been beaten to near exhaustion each day, he would have been destroyed long ago were it not for his previous Jedi education. Klutzer used to say the day had not begun until he saw him bleed. His master almost never relied too much on the force besides his almost godlike mastery of force valor, arguing that was cheating. To Klutzer an individual dual with a lightsaber was sacred, refusing to let him use anything but vibroblades.
The only time he used force lightning was in attempt to break him and forget his past entirely. That part of his instruction never stopped. That needles, crawling through every crevice, vibe that comes from being brutalized made the hairs on his arm stand up whenever Klutzer entered the room. Beyond the torture through force lightning, there were drugs injected his circulatory and autonomic systems that made it impossible to see clearly. Explaining that he was going through was for his own good. Laurien was beginning to become nothing but a memory, although at this point her grasp on him was still stronger than his fear of Klutzer. That is when he devised a new method to break him that he, honestly, never thought was a remote possibility.
That stunted, lost to the universe, aroma of sex and wanton violence enriched the room as the woman at the center of his desires entered the room, or see he thought. Anliza, Liarien, some random Twi-lex. There were droves of women who came in who were designed to seduce to him, ignoring everything else. Although unaware by him, each woman was Anliza dressed up in a different hedonistic outfit orchestrated to break him. This magnificent specimen could easily be described as nearly being Luarien's twin. She had become just another one of Klutzer's servants during her captivity, returning to him once freed. The drugs flowing through Druja's system allowed him to no push the truth to another corner of his mind. Regardless of his own desires, he was put through his paces. Some days his these sexual encounters were more torturous than pleasurable, however, eventually he had to let himself given into everything in order to survive it all.
Now 32 years old, the young Anzat almost gave into the soup. Although not without her servitude to Klutzer, Anliza was not without her humanity. She would comfort him in the middle of the night, acquiring somewhat of a romantic attachment to her. Her face would alternate between someone scared by cruelty and terror to an elegantly beautiful woman, who had walked through this detestable place and survived unscathed, and that resonated with his own sense of powerlessness. Falling in love with her was his way to cope with his situation. There were times when she would lay there in his bed just cuddling for hours to get him through the trauma. Eventually she revealed how she went through a similar experience, being a former Jedi, though she does not remember that part of her past vividly. Bonding over that relationship allowed him to come to terms with his fate. They became inseparable ever since.
Soon after however, he experienced the most intense interrogation he had ever felt before. The emotions coursing through his veins ranged from dreadful guilt, over his betrayal of Luarien, to suffering that seemed inhuman. Klutzer was never a saint, but the looking glass he gave him now was godlike terror. Dragging the young Anzat to a medical operating table in the middle night having spent in Anliza's arms was jaw dropping. Strapped to a gurney, needles were plunged into arms. Beginning almost directly afterwords was the sawing in his legs began to break his bones. Enlarging them through surgery was the excuse, though it was prominently another method to break him. That terror, instilled by the unknown, crept into every crevice of his pores. There was nowhere to run, he was witnessing hallucinations of Luarien, taunting him as he was being tortured.
Exploring his demons and his angels was the tuition of the day. Proper questions, like his name, his birthplace, his allegiance. Any answers that were contrary to the responses Klutzer wanted were met with agony. Before long force lightning attacks began to take their toll. Eventually he was so destroyed by the intensity of the attacks that it caused him to have another vision. This time it was a simulation induced by the chemicals as Klutzer made him see anything that he wanted. There he was, trapped inside his own mind, facing a completely different future than the reality he faced now. Destroying the idea that there will always be someone to save him by implanting the vision of Anliza rescuing him from this hideous torture.
Klutzer only planted that simple idea in Djuga's head. Filling in the blanks was the young Daravin's fractured mind. He saw Anliza rescue him from the facility, believing her love for him was stronger than her devotion to Klutzer. Managing to get to the Horas, though Anliza remained behind, as their engines were knocked out, they drifted for days without end. Months stuck on that operating table, were spent imagining that he was starving, forced to ration food. That grueling, sucked through a dark hole, suffocating through drowning feeling eclipsed him routinely. Convincing himself that suicide was better than living that way he decided to commit suicide. His emotions shifted between disgust, at his own weakness, to regret as he took a razor blade and slit his wrists, bleeding out on the floor. Waking up on the operating table the drugs and terror had finally wiped away all memory of his past.
Klutzer began an intense reeducation, instilling in him the idea that he was found by Klutzer, abandoned and exposed. Klutzer used images and hypnotherapy to make the young Anzat romanticize his imprisonment so that he thought he was rescued by Klutzer. The young Dark Jedi felt indebted to Klutzer now that his psychotherapy session had brainwashed him into the perfect servant. Someone unchained to the whims of either institutions or the monolithic organizations to which they are enslaved. Remaining him Thorn. Explaining to him that he had fashioned a false identity in the form of Djuga Helios. That was what his real identity was to him now - nothing but jumbled pieces of artwork that allowed him to come and go through the republic as he pleased.
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Race: Anzati
Age: 150(He appears 25 due to his species long lives.)
Birthplace: Anzat
Allegiance:Sith
Status:Sith Lord
Rank:Assassin
Height/Weight:7 feet/220 pounds
Appearance:
Someone could be mistaken for thinking that he cares for power with the way he carries himself because of his blood lust. His features, though pleasant and nonthreatening, make him look like someone raised in position and bred for power - something he often uses to his advantage when people think he wants power. Hoping to catch them off guard he does not usually correct people on that assumption. His bright blue eyes display the blood lust to those well observed, although it usually only happens to someone else thirsty for revenge. Attempting to push people away he will be blunt and rude when facing them directly. Looking people in the eye and making them uncomfortable is usually the response. Certainly, if they want to get rid of him, someone will not pay attention to him too closely, or so he thinks anyway. The second side of the last lightsaber, once collapsed, acts like a guard.
It is immediately obvious that he does not care much about his appearance after years of enslavement. Dust and dirt is usually covered all over his skin because he bathes on the irregular. Immaculate skin hides under the dirt and mud - on occasions that he has assignments off world and away from his ship he maintains a pristine appearance that emphasizes welcoming and warmth. Djuga spends almost no time straightening or combing his long hair so it is usually covering his face with only his eyes fair. His ivory hair, transformed by his years of being trained by the dark side of the force almost looks feminine as it grows near his shoulders. The only reason the dark side has not affected him more is because his use of active force abilities is limited compared to others that are force sensitive.
Although he is thin for his height, he maintains a strict training regiment that makes his physique very athletic. Honing it over his bodies muscle over a decade spent in seclusion on board the Alexandria has made him very agile. Because he would be dead, for not thinking on his feet, he takes great effort to continually exercise to remain fit. Training in increased gravity environment has honed his body into weapon as he trains in martial arts. Preferring to fight with a blade as the case may be, fighting unarmed as become a crucial part of how fights in a battle. Realizing the battle is over with a sword, he will abandon the weapons entirely and fight an opponent unarmed.
Druja's movements are always executed with a certain amount of intensity. Used to more intense gravity, he sometimes appears as though he is always refusing to stand in one place for so long. Fidgeting in his chair or moving around a room to avoid standing still is something that happens in room full of people. Although he is a patient person, he hates being in one place for to long. Pacing is just a habit that he developed to deal with situations where more thinking was required than brute force. He feels tactics on a grand scale just unnerve in a room full of generals.
When it comes to lightsaber combat, he often can be seen staring at his opponents weapon as though that was his opponent. Forming a decision between different maneuvers usually brings him into a trance like state. He begins to think only about his opponent as they become locked in combat. Distracting him from everything outside of the moment the moment begins is a staple of his addiction to battle. Even when he is not included in the battle himself, his gaze seemed almost godlike as he imagines what he would do in the same situation. Leverage, position, advantage. He is a fencer at heart that will not cease to enjoy a good fight. To him it rivals sex in terms of enjoyment.
Donning his battle armor outside of battle is something that can usually be seen on his person. Removing his helmet at any point in battle seems fool hardy as it would most likely get the young Sith killed. Two collapsible double sided lightsabers can be seen resting on his utility belt. Although blasting away at things is not his first choice, a sniper rifle can usually be found strapped to his back. The capstone of his ensemble is a black cloak that hides his armor. Additionally, Pk-5 can usually be seen at his side
Personality:
Living as a slave for the better part of a hundred years has made him a different type of Sith than the norm. Power, knowledge, wisdom. None of those things matter after his enslavement. Revenge is the driving motivation behind his existence. Even if he defeated all his enemies, in a fate worse than death, he would see their ghost in everything. He is stubborn, there nothing that he would chose over revenge. The only possible middle ground would be under the condition that they shared the same enemies and suffered the same betrayals, otherwise, nothing could prevent him from enacting his vengeance on an enemy.
There is a silver lining, however, because he will be the most loyal servant any Sith would ever want by their side. For most Sith that is a contradiction, hence, he is often riddled with contradictions. Sitting on the throne of an empire and handing it back to its rightful owner is one of his defining characteristics. However, this is not to be confused with loyalty because the longer he would be in a position of power the less likely he is trust the person responsible for placing him in that position. Because he is after revenge, standing still for to long might make him consider a throne a betrayal.
Enslavement has made him a fighter that only lives to fight battles where the outcome is uncertain. Risking his life for the thrill that comes with slashing someone apart is quite cathartic for the young Anzat. He can be come quite bloodthirsty in an effort to satiate his blood lust. Someone could say that he is chasing ghosts because he does not have the power to destroy all of his enemies. He is patient, he will wait for a thousand years to destroy his enemy, if he had no choice. Sabotage, tricks, dishonor. He does not see the nature of a fair fight. If an advantage exist, there would be nothing to prevent him from utilizing it.
The young Anzati loves a challenge that will work him into a good sweat so much that it has made him ruthless. Sometimes, most of the time, he has trouble knowing when to stop a fight. After he considers someone a worthy adversary, he puts forward everything he has to give. Laying down in a fight is something contrary to his nature. He might change tactics, but he will gladly sacrifice his life to see a task completed. However, he is not suicidal and that is not his opening move. He knows when to walk before the fight has begun, but afterwords he usually can't stop himself and needs to be restrained.
He is self-delusional, he often overwrites events in his head so that he does not consider himself the villain of the story. Although enslavement as made him a victim, he has also victimized people so much so that is how he copes with his actions. Thinking his suffering is an excuse for his action is one of the primary foundations of his personality. No one amount of pleading or argument could change that opinion. Refusing to accept anyone's opinion but his own is also a staple of his personality. Although he will follow orders, personal arguments don't really phase him anymore.
He can be quite intelligent when it comes to machines because he has a talent for ripping them apart and analyzing them. Seeing the patterns in his head as he alters machine code is something that appeals to him. Working with machines is one of the few distractions that eclipses his thirst for revenge. He is quite likely capable of secluding himself in a room with a computer for days editing files and writing programs. This is not to be confused with battle tactics because he is not meant to lead. The most he knows is when a fight is over before it begins. The equations in his head are usually survival against the thrill of a good fight. Depending on the victor of that argument will usually decide his actions.
Ships/Vehicles:
Nightwing
Equipment:
shoto: single phase, synthesized crystal, red
shoto: single phase, synthesized crystal, red
collapsible dual-bladed lightsaber: single phase, synthesized crystal, red
collapsible dual-bladed lightsaber: single phase, amber(stolen from a Baselisk Jedi)
(Credit to creator of image)
Magnetic Cuffs
Data Crystals x5
Ion Grenade(25mm)x3
Sonic Grenade(25mm)x3
EM Pulse Grenade(25mm)x3
Nightshade
PK-5
Trident x2
Stats:
Strength - Average
Agility - Superior
Intelligence - Average
Charisma - Below Average
Force Stats:
Telekinetic-Apprentice
Telepathic-Apprentice
Body-Master
Sense-Expert
Protection-Apprentice
Healing:–Apprentice
Destruction–Adept
Combat Training:
Teras Kasi - Average
Ranged Weapons:Average
Rifles:Average
Pistols:Average
Piloting - Below Average
Vibroblade - Below Average
Force Training:
Force Concealment - Master
Other Training:
Programming (Same scale as lightsaber training model)
-Neural Linguistic Programming - Average
-Machine Code Programming - Average
-Parallel Circuit Board Programming - Average
-Machine Code Programming - Average
-Matrix Programming - Average
-Artificial Intelligence Programming - Average
-Droid Repair, Creation, Modification - Average
-Hacking Machine Code - Expert
Lightsaber Training:
Shii-Cho- Master
Jar-Kai/Dual Wield: Double bladed or shotos or mixture of both - Specialist (specialized in defending against 3-4 opponent)
Biography:
Arriving on Anzat after a chase through an erroneous nebula, Jedi master Koufu, who was an Anzati himself was quite taken aback. Being on his home world after so many years apart dazed him. Having been away for nearly a thousand years was mesmerizing. If not for his skills as a Jedi, he was practically an alien to his own people. So much so that he was attacked by one of them once he began exploring a wreckage. Clearly, force sensitive but never trained his opponent lunged at him. Training as a hunter made him a fierce opponent for the older Jedi, but he eventually managed to get the upper hand. Murdering his attacker quite readily like it had become commonplace to him.
Sensing a strong presence in the force as he began to explore the wreckage was enlightening. Discovering an infant in the wreckage. He wondered, like himself trained as a Jedi at birth, that a Jedi would be able to raise him right. Removing the child off world after he clearly murdered his only family seemed like the proper course of action for the Jedi. Eventually resulting in his removal from the Jedi order, but the decision was still made to train the infant. Placing him with other younglings in their nurseries would be the beginning of the infant's life.
The first six years of his life were prominently unremarkable. Although he had a willful attitude, presumably inherited from his parents, it was something he struggled with from a young age. Despite the fact that he has never known anything but the Jedi lifestyle, his disregard for rules seemingly was intrinsic to who he was. After he was inducted into the lifestyle of a youngling, he became obsessed with force holocrons detailing their history. The Sith were always of particular interest. When he had any free time at all, it was spent studying the temple archives. Attempting to learn more ways that force users have impacted history in the past. He was never more certain that he might want to be watcher someday, exploring different races in order to locate more force sensitive users.
Among the Jedi High Council, there were two widely accepted truth about the youngling. Expressing that he was the most stubborn and discipline younglings of their generation. That willful attitude, after inheriting his stubbornness it from his people, the discipline he acquired from the Jedi. When he was not studying for his lessons, he would spend nearly six hours a day practicing his lightsaber techniques. While some masters considered this an asset, the majority considered his almost complete disregard for anyone else's opinion, once his decision was made, disconcerting. He had even set up sparring matches, using training lightsabers, among other younglings. Sometimes those sparring matches would get very heated, leading to some blackened eyes and bruised ribs became a part of his daily routine. Although it was not out of some need to be the best, he genuinely desired to be challenged in any way he could find.
Shortly thereafter, he soon met Nejera, a 150 year old Anzat, who was a master in the order. After seeing him practice his lightsaber training, witnessing discipline beyond his years, she offered to become his master. She explained that she argued against the council’s decision to send him to the exploration corps. Revealing that she believed that with discipline anything could be achieved, equivocally, she stated that discipline was a very difficult concept to learn. For the longest time the only form of training she taught him was mediation. Taming his spirit she called it. She always used to say that his spirit was connection to the dark side. Their need for the soup could destroy them. If he ever let it go unchecked, he could never take up the reigns again. Flabbergasted, he never considered that he was holding himself back at all.
The next few months with Nejera were spent learning the basics of the art of Shii-Cho, with a training lightsaber, before being sent to the one of the moons in the Corellian system. Disagreements arose between settlers native to the system and Mandalorian refugees, prominently trading disputes. Although he would just sit and watch his master through most of the negotiations, in private he would argue that the more powerful force should be the group who should take control of that moon. Despite losing the argument, regardless, Nejera went with his side of the argument. The Mandalorians proceeded to remove the settlers from the moon and nearly start a galactic incident because the Corellians requested support. Even though Nejera was eventually able to avoid too many casualties, a Corellian was killed, by calming everyone down, Djuga was beginning to see that not everything was attainable through force alone. That is when he began struggling with how much force to bring to the table.
He failed miserably, the actions that once flowed seamlessly began to test his control. It seemed to affect everything, when his Shii-Cho training continued, his movements were all always more subtle and in control then before. Around this time she thought it was time he acquired a lightsaber because of his improvement in his skill with Shii-Cho. Although he was not alone for his trip to Ilum, his master had agreed with her fellow Jedi that it might be best were it a group expedition. Leading to the addition of two other padowans, Jahaq and Sheena, for their quest through the arctic tundra. They were warned, after they arrived on the planet, they would not have an infinite amount of time to get things done. Nejera had previously warned him that several Jedi died in attempt to acquire their crystals in the past.
Jahaq decided to foolishly go his own way. Remembering the events of Corellia he went with Sheena in the direction that she chose. That image of a watery, frozen solid, grave stood before his eyes as they trekked through the cave. After wandering for hours, they reached a bridge nearly 30 feet across, with a dozen pillars on either side. Everything seemed like it was falling apart, as Sheena began approaching her crystal. Although she managed to acquire her crystal, the bridge fell apart. Hanging on with her last breath he rushed to her aid because he refused to have another life on his conscious. The ice melted, rays of the sun gleamed, and the cold wind breezed chills down his spine. Grabbing her hand as he told her to hold on, she was... gone. After she slipped and fell, he realized that the hand waving and second guessing was getting him nowhere. There was never control, that was his first thought as he gripped the crystal that was now in his hand.
Although he regretted her death, even lamenting her passing, there was not much that he could have done about it. Before he could account for his whereabouts, he realized that he had lost his footing. Plummeting into another deeper cave. The cavern he found himself in had his own crystal at the end of a jagged crevice where he saw where Sheena's body at the end of its spine. That gnawing, turned inside out, nail biting feeling gripped him as he felt the rocks pierce his skin while crawling to her body. It was something he felt he owed to her because he had failed to save her. Reaching her body was only half the battle because now he had to get her body back to the entrance. Time was running out, he was losing steam as he dragged her body to the entrance of the cave. As the entrance was beginning to bridge the gap, his master was able to pull their body to safely exit the cave unharmed. Explaining the situation as best he could where he expected to be chastised for failing to save her. Instead, Nejera was pleased that he returned her body, speculating that most would have simply left her body behind.
After learning the basics history Jar'kai from Nejera, it seemed appropriate to abandon the traditional aspects of normal lightsabers in favor of dual shotos. The speed, agility, and maneuverability seemed to fit the young padowan quite well. That grueling, edge on the heel of a boot, kicked into high gear moment happened as he began selecting the various metals for his blade. It took him almost two months to finish construction because none of the metals never felt quite correct in the palm of his hand. Carbonate, wood, gold. The possibilities for the appropriate metals for his shotos were endless, however, vibrosteel was the only material that felt right in the palm of his hands. His instincts dictated that the vibrosteel be thin, like anyone else would struggle to wield it, choosing nothing fancy on the blades themselves. Eventually he managed to complete his blades, beginning his theoretical study in Jar-kai.
Beginning with his knowledge of Shii-Cho Nejera began honing that particular skill to an advanced degree. For months he did nothing but duel Nejera until it became hard to breath, his muscles ached, and sweat seemed to seep into every fiber of his being. That grotesque, thrown out of a window, cut open on a surgery table of powerlessness feeling overtook him as they battled each other day in and day out. It seemed like that was all they did for year was make him feel as though he did not know how to wield the blade at all. Then the ground shifted beneath his feet. Without warning, she began switching in between his training of Jar-kai and Shii-Cho effortlessly, expecting him to do the same. It was exhausting, months seeming like he was getting beaten up before the force techniques that involved Jar-kai began to reveal themselves.
Declaring that it was time for more hands on learning Nejera revealed that there was an assignment involving the Mandalorian underground. They had been ordered to protect a refugee that had sensitive information that needed to be delivered to the counsel. Arriving in a Mandalore settlement on one of the moons in the Kuat system a few weeks later and they proceeded to investigate. Djuga began learning how the criminal element of Mandalore operated. They were bounty hunters, slavers, and smugglers with the informant they were looking was hiding, in plain sight, amongst them. Dressed in the garbs of smugglers he began slowly discovering the difference the between the misguided from the vastly evil ones.
Now 16, his sheltered life began to shatter in the wake of new discoveries. Testing his resistance to the soup. Flabbergasted by the decadence being seen here, it was a culture shock to say the least for the young Jedi. Strippers, prostitutes, slavers, bounty hunters. In an atmosphere that was palpable with the kind of detestable filth he could never have imagined. He was tested, Laurien, a beautiful Twi-lex, had made several advances. Despite his Jedi training, he found that she held some sway over him. This was it, not sword techniques or the mastery of the force, it was mastery of these mortal connections that challenged a Jedi's resolve. Her advances continued during his time on the moon. That uncountable, stand on pins and needles, euphoria gripped him as attempted to control his lust for her that grew with each passing day. Djuga was nearly at a point where he was ready to seduce her. Keeping their affair hidden from the Jedi order, of course, then his missing master brought him back to reality.
Although it became clear this would not be easy, he realized before long his master was missing, or was it just another test? Knowing that it was something his master might have pulled, he continued on with the mission. Besides any trouble she got into he knew she was more than capable of handling it herself. Used to the buckling noise of the fringes by now, he barely even noticed when someone familiar crossed his path, Laurien. Djuga was beginning to wonder what he was doing here, or had this been the test all along? Djuga had the distinct impression that his master was watching everything. It got worse, the curve of her hips, the softness of her breast, the tenderness of her lips as he imagined being inside her before waking up each more morning. It was clear, he had feelings for her, however, the search for the informant began to steady him. Then the ground shifted beneath his feet once again.
Laurien had a habit of appearing, inexplicably, out of nowhere and tackling him on the ground in the hopes of convincing him into some lewd, rubbing her breast against his body was her readily available maneuver. Then, subsequently, they were cornered in the local bar by bounty hunters looking for the stolen data crystals. Confused, he began to realize that all of her advances were an attempt for him to realize that she was the informant that he had been searching for in this system for the last seven months. The universe can still surprise him, was his first thought, he never accepted a woman to use her body so effortlessly in response to getting what they wanted. He was practically innocent, when it came to the machinations of the female form. It was just not something that the Jedi prepared an initiate for all that well. Something like this could only be learned firsthand.
That jaw dropping, goosebumps rolling down arms, sensation revealed itself to him as he took responsibility of the woman. Although he was not yet as skilled a swordsman as Nejera, he was able to use his skills in Jar-kai well enough to defend Laurien, of course, he failed. Exceedingly outmatched in manpower and skill, he only lasted for about an hour against three bounty hunters. Powerless, he placed himself in front of the woman prepared to give his life for her in that moment, though not out of bravery or selflessness, he had clearly fallen in love. It would become one of his major struggles as he continued on his path as a Jedi. As the bounty hunters flocked around him, like a pack of wolves and their prey, Nejera appeared suddenly in from the crowd outside. Freely dressed as a smuggler, she had been there all along waiting for the right opportunity. Revealing that she had used the informant, as bait, because she knew her young padowan would protect her, though she never expected his reasons to be love.
When he was not training in Shii-Cho, he found himself standing by Laurien's door. He was practically a love sick school boy, however, his master realized this all too well. Because the many trials one faces as a Jedi, Nejera decided to let this particular moment play itself out, of course, nothing was ever that easy. Naturally he had to know if her feelings for him were reciprocated. Eventually getting her attention, she revealed that while it her antics initially were just a gambit to reveal herself to him, leaving the smugglers unaware. Instead, she discovered that she felt the same way. That being said, after a moments pause, she offered him the chance to run away with her, exploring the galaxy together.
That chained, like being strapped down to a gurney, response that comes from being a prisoner feeling washed over him. He had considered her offer all the way back home. Choosing her would mean being expelled from the Jedi order when he had hardly even begun. Wrestling with it as she would sneak into his bed and attempt to get him to break his vows as a Jedi. Each night she almost succeeded, however, he still felt his calling to the Jedi order. Being raised by the Jedi his entire life made this the first opportunity that he had to truly consider leaving. Although he had struggled with decision for weeks, he was about to make the conscious decision to leave the Jedi and go join her, but the night he decided to think it over one last time induced a vision that made him consider all possible outcomes.
Although unaware by him, he was about undergo the trial of spirit. The vision converged on the year 3603 BBY. Emerging on the battle of the Jedi Temple on Rhen Var was a battle hardened Sith Lord that the youth did not recognize with the mask covering his face. Proud, brave, courageous, run into a burning building individual that embodied the Jedi Knight that stood before him reminded him of himself, though the face of the Jedi Knight was disguised by the hair covering his face. The hale falling, mist in the background, and rain causing goosebumps on the back of the Jedi Knight. That dreadful atmosphere, gnawing that sacrifice of one's soul, was inherently palpable as the Jedi looked into the mask of the Sith, wielding dual shotos. He was livid, the Jedi was clearly outmatched but in his hubris he would rather die than admit he was the weaker man. Something Djuga watched hopelessly as he remembered his master saying the same thing about himself from time to time.
Pleading with the Sith Lord to spare the younglings at the temple gladly offering his own life in return. Although the masked Jedi had yet to reveal himself, standing before him now was the woman he had come to know as Laurien. Betrayal, deceit, megalomania, those were thoughts that stood in his mind has he watched the woman at the heart of this conflict, seemingly, decide his fate. Was she a symptom of the disease, or was she the solution? It was hard to tell and everything was jumbled. Powerless, he was always drawn to the woman by an almost otherworldly obsession. It was kismet, everything seemed to be falling into place as he saw himself ready to die for the Jedi order. The Jedi was forced to watch powerlessly as several younglings were slaughtered needlessly. Confused, he began to see what would go so wrong that choosing love over duty would lead to being dragged around in chains.
The light, gleaming the darkness, stood as a lighthouse for the bastion of Sith Lords and Knights, as Laurien dragged the chained Jedi Knight to her masters. She had convinced the Sith that he was worth converting to the dark side of the force. Although not a Sith herself, her voice carried weight in the empire. He was tortured, even in his agony his willful attitude was going to get him killed, that was something his master had struggled with weeding out in him for quite some time. His strong disregard for other's opinions revealed through his skin being flayed alive. After months of torture, the mysterious masked figure offered him the chance to learn the ways of the dark side. However, his identity refused to be suppressed by the whims of the empire that now threatened the galaxy. The Sith began starving the prisoner for weeks at a time, however, his will so strong that he cut out his own tongue and plunged a needle through his eardrums. Preventing the Sith from getting what he desired by committing suicide had always been something of a hero's demise that he had always imagined for himself.
That slush, drown in one's own blood, pool of water feeling converged on him as his first vision came to an end. Emerging from witnessing him drowning in his own blood and the part as he saw Laurien's role in it. Although his feelings for her were as strong as they had ever been, he found himself now able to pull away in the opposite direction, though her pull was still powerful. Conversely, after he revealed the nature of conflict, love or duty, Nejera realized that had experienced the first trial that identifies the Jedi's readiness to undertake the path to knighthood. Considering the nature of his conflict he considered his decision to remain with the Jedi order to be his trial of the flesh. Because if he chose love over duty, he would be expelled from the Jedi order. Intending to have the youth make his own decision he sent his padowan to escort Laurien through the outer rim.
Before he departed for the task in escorting Laurien across the core worlds his master decided to discover where he stood with his training. Refusing to give him any leniency she did not hold back. That was it, after insisting one more lesson, she went all out in her sword techniques, like she never has in their sparring sessions. Discovering that he still paled in comparison to her skills, but as they sparred his instincts took over. Her movement with a lightsaber alternated between genius and godlike, and converged on faster than he could keep up, so a plan had to be devised. First, he attempted his new skills with Shii-Cho, only to have his attacks easily defended. Next, there was his recently acquired skill with a Shii-Cho technique, after a forward motion of both his blades that involve two strikes in the same motion, she easily swatted him away like he was a fly. Then, he stopped thinking, unleashing his instincts and he landed a blow by seamlessly bringing together all the lightsaber techniques of Shii-Cho he knew. His master determined that he had mastered Shii-Cho.
Although he had been on several missions in the past, the twenty year old Jedi was on his first task on his own. Learning that after he and Laurien were transferred on board the Trident, a Zabrak galactic class battle cruiser, he was terrified of her. The dreams, the torture, the second guessing. Djuga had not felt like this since the days that he felt responsible for the death on Corellia, his first task as a padowan without supervision. Despite him being drawn to her, there was now the very real possibility that she would lead him to the dark side. Her face resonated between the most beautiful woman in the known universe and the most dreadful, and pierced the veil toward being a woman scorned, so something needed to happen to break the tension. Unless, of course, it was all still in his mind reeling from his vision quest where she murdered him.
Now 20 years old, the trials to knighthood had begun. After Nejera commissioned his trials to knighthood, he was sent to the outer rim, Ordo, to be more precise, more accurately one of the moons. The space pirates, mainly various humonoids from the rest of the galaxy, were attempting blackmail her for the information she was safeguarding by kidnapping her younger sister from their home on Curoscant. The pirates had a reputation of resonating between tragic and calculating, and gravitating toward more ruthless business techniques, so a lateral move was devised. Dismissive, he decided to use himself as bait to sneak in and rescue her sister, Anliza. Because she was adamant about her involvement, she went undercover as his wife. Playing the part of fellow bounty hunter. Djuga was even able to acquire a pair of vibroblades to play the part properly. They spent months on the moon investigating who might have her sister before the right bounty hunter, Klutzer, who was an Anzat, was located.
Left to the four winds, the wind chilled the skin, the trees whistled, blasters could be heard in the background. Discovering that the machinations of pirates were not to be underestimated as he infiltrated their crew. The pirates shifted from calculated and ruthless in the blink of an eye, and they rarely deviated their planned routine, so they proceeded with caution. Unaccustomed to the boldness of their operation, it was an instinct that began to creep into his pores the more he infiltrated their organization. First, it was the lewdness of their behavior, he was taken aback so readily by their desire to accumulate wealth, power, and physical satisfaction. Although his time with Luarien had given him glimpses, there was something about the freedom they offered that he felt connected to them in way that had begun to remove him from the Jedi. Luarien seemed to only be the catalyst.
Breathtakingly beautiful woman were always available, he simply could not avoid them for long enough to still accomplish his task. More than that, everyone smelled of sex, he could just not avoid the aroma of it. Then, apparently, Luarien, suggested they break the tension themselves. That was his first step to the dark side, the moment he began to change, and after unzipping her jacket and removing her blouse he was lost. The curves of her hips, the softness of her breasts, it was clear that he was ruled by lust and romance did not factor into it anymore. His possession of her in that manner clearly revealed that he had no loyalties to the Jedi. Soon thereafter, his task became more about not disappointing Laurien, who satisfied his every physical whim and desire.
It seemed their physical relationship was a stronger bond than his fear what path he might follow, if they were together. Then, aggressively, he revealed he was Jedi, to Klutzer, but that he would offer his services to them on the condition that they freed Anliza. Intrigued, after explaining that He needed to return to the order one last time, the bounty hunters released Aniliza. Dismayed at the outcome of events, he was quickly summoned in front of the Jedi High Council. After explaining everything that had happened, the council agreed he no longer belonged with the Jedi, confiscating his lightsabers.
The space pirate’s leader, Klutzer, revealed that he was a Dark Jedi, who had left the republic nearly sixty years ago now. That pirate alternated between shades of calculated and wrathful energies he was unaccustomed to, and converged on ruthless whims the likes of which were still alien to the young man, so he was taken aback by his willingness to do everything. Left to his own devices the first thing Klutzer did was place Laurien into his custody for proper motivation. Announcing that she would be returned to him once his powers had been adequately mastered. Klutzer had planned to test his skills with a blade almost immediately. They took the Horas, a simple freighter, with barely any functions besides life support, traveling to the outer rim.
Threatening him with being tossed out an airlock for the simplest mistake was a part of his daily routine, though it never seemed serious. When they were deep enough into space, they began a rigorous training routine with a lightsaber. Klutzer had begun putting him through his paces. The mind altering, stabbed in the back, euphoria that makes people forget about everything in the universe began to take hold of the young man. Although never stated equivocally, it was clear Klutzer was attempting to break Laurien’s hold over the young Anzat. He was inhuman, the techniques he deployed were attuned to the strengths of the Jedi. Each day before their usual training sessions with a blade, he would put him through torture by way of force lightning.
It was madness, there was no rhyme or reason, and it was a breathtakingly relentless display of power and control. There was an almost a serene look on his masters face as he tortured him, lacking neither malice nor satisfaction. The only redeeming quality about Klutzer was that he lived to find a challenge, a worthy adversary. He was a fencer, leverage, position, advantage - in a one on one match with a bladed weapon he had no rival. However, it was how he changed when he picked up a blade that was notable. Klutzer alternated between acquiring a childlike innocence and unreserved resolve. During their sparring sessions there was never anything on his mind other than the task at hand. Djuga learned quite quickly that the battle hardened warrior could only express his emotions through his blades, hence, began his intense study of Jar-kai.
They would do nothing but study for months. That mouthwatering, swatted like a fly, terror that instills inside of someone when they realize they were beaten began to overtake him. Djuga woke up that morning with tightened muscles and nearly ready to sleep for a week. The bruised ankles, the broken ribs, and the blackened eyes were not excuses his master took into account as he was training him. Left to his own devices, having been beaten to near exhaustion each day, he would have been destroyed long ago were it not for his previous Jedi education. Klutzer used to say the day had not begun until he saw him bleed. His master almost never relied too much on the force besides his almost godlike mastery of force valor, arguing that was cheating. To Klutzer an individual dual with a lightsaber was sacred, refusing to let him use anything but vibroblades.
The only time he used force lightning was in attempt to break him and forget his past entirely. That part of his instruction never stopped. That needles, crawling through every crevice, vibe that comes from being brutalized made the hairs on his arm stand up whenever Klutzer entered the room. Beyond the torture through force lightning, there were drugs injected his circulatory and autonomic systems that made it impossible to see clearly. Explaining that he was going through was for his own good. Laurien was beginning to become nothing but a memory, although at this point her grasp on him was still stronger than his fear of Klutzer. That is when he devised a new method to break him that he, honestly, never thought was a remote possibility.
That stunted, lost to the universe, aroma of sex and wanton violence enriched the room as the woman at the center of his desires entered the room, or see he thought. Anliza, Liarien, some random Twi-lex. There were droves of women who came in who were designed to seduce to him, ignoring everything else. Although unaware by him, each woman was Anliza dressed up in a different hedonistic outfit orchestrated to break him. This magnificent specimen could easily be described as nearly being Luarien's twin. She had become just another one of Klutzer's servants during her captivity, returning to him once freed. The drugs flowing through Druja's system allowed him to no push the truth to another corner of his mind. Regardless of his own desires, he was put through his paces. Some days his these sexual encounters were more torturous than pleasurable, however, eventually he had to let himself given into everything in order to survive it all.
Now 32 years old, the young Anzat almost gave into the soup. Although not without her servitude to Klutzer, Anliza was not without her humanity. She would comfort him in the middle of the night, acquiring somewhat of a romantic attachment to her. Her face would alternate between someone scared by cruelty and terror to an elegantly beautiful woman, who had walked through this detestable place and survived unscathed, and that resonated with his own sense of powerlessness. Falling in love with her was his way to cope with his situation. There were times when she would lay there in his bed just cuddling for hours to get him through the trauma. Eventually she revealed how she went through a similar experience, being a former Jedi, though she does not remember that part of her past vividly. Bonding over that relationship allowed him to come to terms with his fate. They became inseparable ever since.
Soon after however, he experienced the most intense interrogation he had ever felt before. The emotions coursing through his veins ranged from dreadful guilt, over his betrayal of Luarien, to suffering that seemed inhuman. Klutzer was never a saint, but the looking glass he gave him now was godlike terror. Dragging the young Anzat to a medical operating table in the middle night having spent in Anliza's arms was jaw dropping. Strapped to a gurney, needles were plunged into arms. Beginning almost directly afterwords was the sawing in his legs began to break his bones. Enlarging them through surgery was the excuse, though it was prominently another method to break him. That terror, instilled by the unknown, crept into every crevice of his pores. There was nowhere to run, he was witnessing hallucinations of Luarien, taunting him as he was being tortured.
Exploring his demons and his angels was the tuition of the day. Proper questions, like his name, his birthplace, his allegiance. Any answers that were contrary to the responses Klutzer wanted were met with agony. Before long force lightning attacks began to take their toll. Eventually he was so destroyed by the intensity of the attacks that it caused him to have another vision. This time it was a simulation induced by the chemicals as Klutzer made him see anything that he wanted. There he was, trapped inside his own mind, facing a completely different future than the reality he faced now. Destroying the idea that there will always be someone to save him by implanting the vision of Anliza rescuing him from this hideous torture.
Klutzer only planted that simple idea in Djuga's head. Filling in the blanks was the young Daravin's fractured mind. He saw Anliza rescue him from the facility, believing her love for him was stronger than her devotion to Klutzer. Managing to get to the Horas, though Anliza remained behind, as their engines were knocked out, they drifted for days without end. Months stuck on that operating table, were spent imagining that he was starving, forced to ration food. That grueling, sucked through a dark hole, suffocating through drowning feeling eclipsed him routinely. Convincing himself that suicide was better than living that way he decided to commit suicide. His emotions shifted between disgust, at his own weakness, to regret as he took a razor blade and slit his wrists, bleeding out on the floor. Waking up on the operating table the drugs and terror had finally wiped away all memory of his past.
Klutzer began an intense reeducation, instilling in him the idea that he was found by Klutzer, abandoned and exposed. Klutzer used images and hypnotherapy to make the young Anzat romanticize his imprisonment so that he thought he was rescued by Klutzer. The young Dark Jedi felt indebted to Klutzer now that his psychotherapy session had brainwashed him into the perfect servant. Someone unchained to the whims of either institutions or the monolithic organizations to which they are enslaved. Remaining him Thorn. Explaining to him that he had fashioned a false identity in the form of Djuga Helios. That was what his real identity was to him now - nothing but jumbled pieces of artwork that allowed him to come and go through the republic as he pleased.
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